whhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

What hurts...
>>:: letting go of a person u've just learned to love
>>:: reminiscing the good times u shared together
>>:: shielding ur heart to love somebody
>>:: trying to hide what u really feel
>>:: trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from ur eyes
>>:: loving a person too much
>>:: giving up someone u never thought of giving up
>>:: having the right love at the wrong time
>>:: taking the risk to fall in love again
>>:: hiding ur relationship from someone else
>>:: controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friend
>>:: thinking of her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while
>>:: that she never even thinks a single thought of you...
>>:: letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper
>>:: holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out
>>:: falling inlove with someone you didnt mean to fall in love with
>>:: finding the perfect girl...with only one problem....she doesnt love you...
>>:: helping the one you love court your friend
>>:: seeing the one you love crying for someone else
>>:: the waiting also hurts like hell
>>:: having to hear "... I've met someone"
>>:: agreeing to her wish to 'just be friends'.
>>:: asking her freedom back because she'd be happier with him'
>>:: asking u to 'forget that everything happened'and be 'normal' friends again.
>>:: hearing that u're treated as a big bro
>>:: sharing her future plans for the guy with you.
>>:: u stopped being friends because her bf asked her to.
>>:: being denied in front of people.
>>:: telling u lies where she'd been when actually, she was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame'
>>:: she told u she'd be leaving you to return to her ex (the one she left 4 you!)
>>:: breaking someone's heart
>>:: fighting for that one thing that would make you happy
>>:: that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fixed himself/herself...then, you are left hanging for the moment...then he/she says, time will tell...but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her
>>:: PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying...
>>:: PRETENDING to be strong.... and RECOGNIZING your weakness
>>:: lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have...
>>:: being with someone you can't actually love...
>>:: pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...
>>:: being in love...
>>:: letting go even if you really don't want to...having no right to say you are hurting, because it was your decision
>>:: seeing the person you love hurt because of you...and not being able to help that person...
>>:: having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/she doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before
>>:: having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable
>>:: admitting that you love someone despite her/his imperfections
>>:: finding out that the more you try to hate her/him, the more you end up loving her/him, perhaps even more than before...
>>:: realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.
>>:: the thought that this girl/guy, used to really love you and you loved her/him as well but you didn't give enough and she/he gave up on you
>>:: Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else....."
>>:: making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered....the commitment is no longer there...
>>:: the hardest thing about love - believing it exists. After you've been hurt......learn to forgive...learn to trust and love again... :'(

sharing time!Ü this article is not about me..but honestly, i can relate with it so much!hehehe..just enjoy reading!Ü

hi! its been 4 months since i saw him and
talagang namimiss ko na siya... pero what can i
do? it seems that i have loved the wrong
person.... but still the pain keeps on hurting
me and kung walang magbibigay ng gamot
para dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na
ako....

to give you a background about my life,
everthing seems to be fine except dun sa
time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung
hinayupak na lalake na yon.... hehehehe....
kung curious kayo about dun sa guy...
bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba na
ang nangyari as time passes by.....

classmate ko sya nung highschool. pards pa nga
ang tawagan namen.... o db ang sweet? di na ako
iba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa aken....
kung di nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi na
ako nun sa bahay nila and baka lahat ng gawaing
pang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa ken eh.....
pero
cyempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!!


highskul cyempre may prom.... wala cyang date,
wla ren ako.... i know that he wanted to invite
me to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun
kaya the last minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask.
he went to our house... nakamotor po sya and
medyo pawisan pero infairness....
mabango pa ren....

he ask my permission to see my dress for the
prom.... cyempre para maloka sya sa aken at may
konting surprise... i refuse.... o sige, medyo
na frustrate sya pero hindi yon nagging
hadlang para invite nya ko....
sa ganda ko na to..... cyempre
ang dami munang pa-echeng.... hanggang sa
tanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me.... e

kung di ba naman siya abnormal eh.... papayag ba
akong makipagdate sa iba eh sya lang ang gusto
ko.... lam mo yon... sarap sampalin.... so in
short, papilit pa ba ako? syempre.....

the night of my life came, i was so pretty sabi
ng nang-uuto kong nanay... pero naniwala lang
ako nang sya na ang nagsabi....
blush ako ever....
kahit alam kong maganda ako since birth
(hehehehe)
iba pa ren yung sa kanya galing diba?

we enjoyed that night and lalo ko lang
napatunayan sa sarili ko na mahal ko na pala ang
hinayupak na bestfrend ko......

syempre ano pa ba ang sunod na event sa prom
kundi ang graduation na db? the night before the
graduation, we talked on the phone na para bang
it would be the last time na maririnig namen ang
boses ng isat-isa..... i’ve waited for the
moment
na mabanggit nya na may feelings din sya and
hindi naman ako nagkamali.... tinanong nya ako
kung may possibility daw na maging kame.... i
know na maiinis kayo sa ken dahil alam nyo ba
ang sagot ko?
ah, eh.... hindi pwede kase bestfrends
tayo eh.... yung mga anak na lang naten yung
ipag- partner naten....
sa isip-isip ko.... ang tanga!
pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero wala na
akong magagawa..... alam namang bawiin ko pa eh
di nahuli naman ako db? pero ang
tanga ko
talga....

cyempre college na.... im so proud to say na
napunta naman ako sa magandang school and take
note... pareho kame ng skul..... ano to?
kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na
pagmamahalan namen?.... hehehe....

nagkaboyfriend ako for a year and a
half....
minahal ko sya pero there are these conflicts
and problems na di na kayang ayusin....
in short.... nagbreak kame.....

i guess God meant that to happen kasi yon din
yung time na nagkita kame ng bestfrend ko.....
sa sobrang miss namen ang isa't-isa....
sabay na kameng umuwi, kumain, pumasok.....
im happy pero parang lalo ko lang
pinahirapan ang sarili ko
dahil my feelings for that guy grows each and
everytime that we are together... buti na lang
magaling akong magtago at magpigil....
hehehe.... bilib kayo noh?.....

one morning, im so busy preparing my project
that would be pass on that same
day....
alam kong dumating na sya at nasa likuran ko
na ang mokong pero dahil sobrang pressure
sa project.... gusto ko man syang dambahan...
cyempre mamayang gabi na lang di ba?
hehehe.... di ko sya masyadong napansin.....

may inabot syang sulat sa aken and he asked if i
could join him sa lunch.... i said yes.... then,
alis na cya.... alam naman kc nyang im busy.....

when i was about to enter the room, somebody
bumped me and my precious project fell... gusto
ko mang magalet... what can i do db? instead i
ask my prof to give me another chance to do my
project.... naalala ko si mokong.... the lunch
date.... kinuha ko ang cell ko to text him that
i cant come to our meeting.... e kaso.... pag
tinamaan k nga naman ng malas.... check operator
service daw.... i tried to look for friends or
other kakilala pero malas that day talaga....

and so i took my lunch all by my self....
naalala ko yung letter.... hinanap ko sa bag...
WALA!!!! bumalik me sa corridor praying na
andon pa yung sulat.... wala ren....
God! why? minsan lang magbigay ng sulat yon....
nawala pa.... dont know
how to tell him about the letter....

and so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikita
kame... di nya ako pinapansin... ako, i tried to
talk to him pero alam kong may kasalanan ako
pero ganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong
di
pagpunta at ganon na lang ang iwas nya?...
sige... hinayaan ko na lang....

months na ang binilang... i heard that he was
dating a girl from the same school that we are
in... masakit.... na sa iba ko pa narinig na
sila na.... mas masakit na wala na akong
halaga sa kanya.....

basta... ilang araw din yon na ganon ang
nararamdaman ko.... weeks.... months....

gagraduate na po ako.... i wonder what's instore
for me in my last day in school.... and so i
thought na puntahan yung favorite hang out
namen.... when i was about to get near the

place.... i saw him... with the girl.... umiiyak
ang bruha but i cant hear what they are talking
about.... so i’ve decided to get out of that
place before my tears burst out....
and then a common friend ang sumalubong sa
aken.... saying na buntis ang girl....
syempre.... durog na durog ang puso ko....
kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yung

naramdaman ko.....

the night of that same day.... naloka ang lola
nyo.... nagparamdam ang mokong pagkaraan ng
pagkatagal-tagal na panahon... i thought it was
something good for me... for us.... pero i was
wrong.... so wrong..... he gave me a wedding
invitation and isa ako sa bridesmaids..... the
girl... she was waiting in the car.... o db?
dati motor lang ngaun... car na....

and so the wedding came.... maganda po ako
nun.... sabi ng nanay ko..
pero wala ng nagsecond the motion eh....
so naniwala na lang ako sa nanay ko....
then, there was this professor who
came to see me.... he handed over a letter with

my name carefully printed on the enveloped....
he said that he looked for the owner of
that letter kaso lang po malaki po ang skul
namin kaya mahirap magkahanapan db?
and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa
invitation, he decided to bring
the letter thinking that it could save souls...
daw....

and so i was about to open the letter when the
priest ask kung sino daw ang tututol... dedma
ako.... alam namang manggulo pa ko noh....

binasa ko na ang letter..... nakakatouch po
talaga.... he opened up his feelings for me....
hoping na meron din daw akong feelings for

him.... he ask that if i will show up to our
hang - out the next day after he gave his
letter, then it means that i also have
feelings for him and that he would love me
for the rest of our lives.... but if i
wont.... then he will never open that topic
again.... he pleaded to me na sana
pumunta ako......

if only i have that letter.... if only i knew
about it.... kung di lang ako clumsy and carelss
to keep that letter... things would be
diffrent.... if only.....

and so i heard the priest announced the couple
as husband and wife.... ang sakit......

picture taking..... gusto mang sumabog ng
nararamdaman ko.... as you know.... magaling
akong magpigil.... pero masakit po talaga....
sobra......

after the picture taking...... niyakap ako ng
bestfrend ko.... ang higpit.... and teary eyed
nyang cnabi na....




i still love you.....

Shattered Hope By Silverio F. Aquino
>
> I AM now 75. I have a wife and six children and two truckloads of
> grandchildren, but my family has been breaking up because of the
>failures
> of our government. All this makes my blood pressure shoot up. I
think
>many
> senior citizens are in the same situation.
>
> I know whereof I speak because I have lived through the
administrations
>of
> Quezon, Osmena, Roxas, Quirino, Magsaysay, Garcia and Macapagal,
and
>life
> under them was good. I was a boy during Quezon's time and I know
little
>of
> Osmeña's rule, but I know they were good and dedicated leaders.
During
>the
> administrations of Roxas through Macapagal, I got an education, got
> married, had children and educated them in turn. The government
under
>them
> was also good.
>
> Then came Marcos. At first the people responded well to his
> exhortation: "Sa ikauunlad ng bayan, disiplina ang kailangan (For
the
> nation to progress, discipline is needed)." But he turned out to be
a
> dictator. He killed or imprisoned his political enemies, stole
money in
>the
> billions of pesos, and repressed the people's freedoms.
>
> One day my youngest daughter, who had just finished her course at
the
> University of the Philippines announced, "My future has been ruined
by
> Marcos. I want to leave."
>
> I was dumbfounded, but I knew she was right. She went abroad.
>
> Then my eldest son, an electrical engineer, followed her. I
terribly
>missed
> them, and I blamed the government for taking away their hope for a
>bright
> future in their own country.
>
> Upon the petition of my eldest son, now a citizen of another
country, my
> wife and I were granted immigrant visas so we could live in that
>country. I
> did not go, but my wife went to live with my children there, so now
we
>only
> visit each other. She, too, was disillusioned with our leaders. Her
>leaving
> was to me the unkindest cut of all.
>
> Marcos was thrown out of power, and was succeeded by the widow of
his
> foremost victim and later by a former army general. But my four
children
> remained skeptical about the future.
>
> Tragedy struck when a movie actor was elected president. Then he
was
> charged with plunder and detained without bail.
>
> I watched what my four remaining children would do. True enough,
two of
> them soon gave up and left I could not believe they would go, since
they
> had studied in good universities, they had decent houses, drove
cars and
> lived in relative comfort. But they left because they saw no hope
here
> especially for their own children.
>
> Now I have only two children left with me. They are also jumping
ship
> because they do not see any good reason for staying. Sadly I know
they
>are
> just waiting for me to go to my final destination, and they may
have
>only a
> few years to wait.
>
> A recent survey found that about 20 percent of Filipinos want to
leave
>the
> country. Many families really want to go abroad for good. One
Inquirer
> columnist said it all for them when he wrote, "For the first time
in my
> life last week, I really felt that this country has become
hopeless."
>
> Like my four children who have gone, many people are convinced this
>country
> is hopeless and wish they had the opportunity to move elsewhere
with
>their
> families.
>
> Countless Filipinos have chosen another way to leave, which is by
>finding
> work abroad. If they could, they would uproot their families. But
they
>are
> forced to leave behind their spouses, children and parents in order
to
>take
> foreign jobs, mostly menial and below their level of education, and
they
> and their loved ones must suffer the pains of separation and
> loneliness. While the government is happy for the millions of
dollars
>that
> they send home to prop up the economy, it does nothing to address
the
> reason why, like the emigrants, these overseas Filipino workers
have to
>go
> abroad in the first place.
>
> There is also the big brain drain that the government does not seem
to
>care
> about. Educated and talented Filipinos go to live abroad and apply
their
> expertise and knowledge to their foreign jobs. The exodus of
doctors,
> nurses, engineers and technicians goes unabated, but the government
is
>not
> bothered by this waste of talent.
>
> Why do Filipinos go away? First of all, there is so much corruption
> everywhere in the government. A world opinion survey has revealed
that
>our
> country is the third most corrupt in Asia and the 11th most corrupt
in
>the
> world.
>
> There is also too much politics. The finance secretary has said
that
> politics is the cause of our dire economic problems.
>
> But who is engaged in too much politics? Why, the politicians, of
> course. There are too many of them in and outside Congress. They
are
> concerned only about their personal ambitions and their expensive
>junkets
> and their abuse of their pork barrel and other perks. Gone are the
days
>of
> Recto, Laurel, Diokno, Osias and House Speakers Cornelio Villareal
and
> Eugenio Perez, of Ramon Magsaysay, and of justices like Concepcion,
>Moran,
> and Avanceña.
>
> Many politicians give speeches about poverty, joblessness, crime
and
>other
> ills, but do very little, if at all, to address these problems.
Instead,
> they resort to what is expedient or good for themselves. Look at
the
> shameless speed with which congressmen have railroaded the
impeachment
> charges against the Chief Justice and how some senators are
thirsting
>for
> the publicity they will get as judges during
>
> the impeachment. Look also at how fast many politicians have risen
to
> defend the Chief Justice without ascertaining that he is really
innocent
>in
> his handling of the Judiciary Development Fund amounting to
billions of
>pesos.
>
> The people are now cynical of this government. Even Filipinos
abroad
>share
> this cynicism, as shown by the fact that only one out of every 100
of
>them
> has bothered to register under the new Absentee Voting Law. Like my
wife
> and children abroad, they do not trust the government enough to
>participate
> by voting. The common lament is, why vote when the same kind of
>so-called
> leaders will get elected anyway, by hook or by crook?
>
> Now, I am horrified to learn that another movie actor, who has
>reportedly
> not finished high school, will be elected president in 2004.
>
> When my last two remaining children leave because this country is
>hopeless,
> my family would be completely shattered and, if I would still be
alive,
>my
> hope in the government will also be completely lost. This would be
>tragic
> for me. I have seen better governance from the likes of Laurel,
Recto,
> and Magsaysay, and I will never see the light of hope in this
hopeless
> country.
>
> Silverio F. Aquino, 75, is a lawyer.
>
>
>
> IF YOU TOO FEEL A SENSE OF HOPELESSNESS ABOUT OUR COUNTRY BECAUSE
OF THE
> LIKELIHOOD OF ANOTHER MOVIE ACTOR/HIGH SCHOOL DROPOUT BECOMING
PRESIDENT
>OF
> THE PHILIPPINES IN 2004, PLS PASS THIS ON AS A FORM OF ELECTRONIC
>PROTEST!!
>
>
>
> NO TO FPJ!!!! pls.
>
> FILIPINOS.... THINK!!!!!!!!!

In your Anger, Do Not Sin
>
>A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his horror, his 3
>year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint. The man ran
>to his son, knocked him away, and hammered the little boy's hands into a
>pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the
>hospital. The doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones but
>finally he had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands.
>
>When the boy woke up from the surgery and saw his bandaged stubs, he
>innocently said, "Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but
>when are my fingers going to grow back?"
>
>The father went home and committed suicide.
>
>Think about this story the next time you see someone spill milk at the
>dinner table or hear a baby cry. Think first before you lose your patience
>and become angry with someone you love. Trucks can be repaired but broken
>bones and hurt feelings often cannot.
>
>Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the
>performance. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes but the
>actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.
>
>Pause and ponder. Think before you act. Be patient.
>
>Always remember: YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE ANGRY, BUT YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO
>BE CRUEL... "IN YOUR ANGER, DO NOT SIN" (Ephesians 4:26)

...just passing by!:)

MISS posting in here! ...sorry..kinda busy...promise, it will be long soon! (haaayyy..promises!;p)

hasta luego!:)

Brain Teaser

Here is a nice brain teaser for you check it out.

You are driving along in your car on a wild, stormy night. You pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting for the bus:
1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about.
Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car. Think before you continue reading.
You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first; or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back.
However, you may never be able to find your perfect dream lover again.
This is actually a question during a job interview. The guy who got the
job answered:

"I would give the car keys to my old friend and let
him take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the
bus with the woman of my dreams."

Sometimes, we gain more if we are able to give up our stubborn thought limitations. Never forget to "Think outside of the box!"Ü

Love is like waiting for a bus. When the bus
comes, you look at it and you say to yourself
"eeee...so full....cannot sit down, I'll wait for
the next one."

So you let the bus go and waited for the second
bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it
you said, "eeee...this bus is so old...so shabby!"


So you let the bus go and again, decided to wait
for the next bus.

After a while another bus came, it's not crowded,
not old but you said, "eeee...not air conditioned
...better wait for the next one." So again you
let the bus go and decided to wait for the next
bus.


Then the sky started to get dark as it was
getting late. You panicked and jumped immediately
inside the next bus. It is not until much later that
you found out that you had boarded the wrong bus!
And you wasted your time and money just to get
into the wrong one!

Even if an air conditioned bus comes, you can't
ensure that the air conditioned bus won't break
down or whether or not the airconditioner will
be too cold for you.

Wanting to get what you want is not wrong. But it
wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance. If
you find that the "bus" doesn't suit you just
press the red button and get off the bus! Hey, who
said life is fair??? The best thing to do is be
observant and open-minded. If it doesn't suit you,
get off.

I'm sure you've had this experience before. You
saw a bus coming (the bus you want of course). You
flagged it but the driver acted as if he did not
see you and zoomed pass you! It just wasn't meant
for you!

The bottom line is, being loved is like waiting
for a bus you want. Getting on the bus and
appreciating the bus by giving it a chance depends
totally on you. If you haven't made any choice,
WALK!

Walking is like being single. The good side of it
is you can still choose any bus you want...the
rest who couldn't afford another ride would just
have to be content with the bus they rode on, ugly
or not.

Also, sometimes it is better to choose a bus you
are already familiar with rather than to gamble
with a bus that is unfamiliar to you. But then
again, life wouldn't be complete without the risks
involved.

But there is one bus that I failed to tell you
about.- the Bus you do not have to wait for, the
Bus that will stop on its own and ask you if you
wish to come inside, then take you for a joy ride
for the rest of your life.

Hope you get to ride on that bus! :)



Chances And Choices
>
> When we meet the right person to love, at the
> right place, at the right time...That's chance.
>
> When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's
> not a choice...That's chance.
>
> Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of
> couples who get together because of this) is not a
> choice, that's also chance.
>
> The difference is, what happens afterward?
>
> When will you take that infatuation, that crush,
> that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
>
> That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down
> and then contemplate whether you want to make this
> into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
>
> If you decide to love the person, even with his
> faults, that's not chance...That's choice.
>
> When you choose to be with a person no matter
> what, that's choice.
>
> Even if you know there are many people out there
> who are more attractive,smarter, and richer than
> your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate
> just the same, that's choice.
>
> Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by
> chance.
>
> But true love that last is truly a choice. A
> choice that we make.
>
> Regarding soulmates, there's a beautiful movie
> quote that I believe is so true about this--
> "Fate brings you together, but it's still up to
> you to make it happen."
> I do believe that soulmates do exist. That there
> is truly someone made for you.
>
> But it's still up to you to make the choice if
> you're going to do something about it or not.
> We may meet our soulmates by chance, but loving
> and staying with our soulmate is still a choice
> we have to make.
>
> "there's magic in believing..."
>
> " . . . do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow
> will worry about itself.
>
> Each day has enough trouble of its own.
>
> After all, today is the tomorrow you worried about
> yesterday. "
hhhhhaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy..................

The Invisible Letter (you will cry...)
>
>
> > > >This one will get you. It starts in the heart!
> > >
> > >Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the
> > >operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be
> > >all right? When can I see him?"
> > >
> > >The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy
> > >didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer?
> > >Doesn't God care anymore? Where were you, God, when my son needed
> > >you?"
> > >
> > >The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One
> > >of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported
> > >to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she
> > >said goodbye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick
> > >
> > >red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked..
> > >
> > >Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a
> > >plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's
> > >idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might
> > >help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, "Mom, I
> > >won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little
> > >boy spend one more day with his Mom."
> > >
> > >She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of
> > >someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."
> > >
> > >Sally walked out of Childre! n's mercy Hospital for the last time,
> > >after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag
> > >> >with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive
> > >home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house.
> > >
> > >She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of
> > >his hair to her son's room..... She started placing the model cars and
> > >
> > >other personal things, back in his room exactly where he had always
> > >kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried
> > >herself to sleep.
> > >
> > >
> > >It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed
> > >was a folded letter. The letter said: Dear Mom, I know you're going
> > >to miss me; but don't think that I wil! l ever forget you, or stop
> > >loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU.
> > >I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will
> see
> > >each other
> > >again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be
> > >so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room, and old stuff to
> > >play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably
> wouldn't
> > >like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and
> > >stuff girls like, y'know.
> > >
> > >"Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma
> > >and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some,
> > >
> > >but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool.
> I
> > >love to watch them fly. And, ! you know what? Jesus doesn't look like
> > >any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus
> > >himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on
> > >God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's
> > >when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you
> > >goodbye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed.
> > >"Well, y'know what Mom? God handed me some paper and
> > >His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the
> > >name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you.
> > >God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions
> > >you asked Him--'Where was He when I needed him?'
> > >
> > >God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was
> > >on the cross. ! He was right there, as He always is with all His
> > >children. "Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written
> > >
> > >except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper.
> > >Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now.
> > >He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life.
> > >Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper.
> > >I'm sure the food will be great.
> > >
> > >Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is
> > >all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore ... and
> > >God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He
> > >sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was Special
> > >Delivery! How about that?
> > >
> > >Signed with Love from: God, J! esus &Me.
> > >
> > >Let's see Satan stop this one. Take 60-seconds and send this to five
> > >other people, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of
> > >believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the
> > >Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves.

Unconditional Love

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home from the war. He called his parents from San Francisco.

"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me."

"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."

"There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us."

"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live."

"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."

"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."

At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are. Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.

Tonight, before you tuck yourself in for the night, say a little prayer that God will give you the strength you need to accept people as they are, and to help us all be more understanding of those who are different from us!!! There's a miracle called Friendship That dwells in the heart You don't know how it happens Or when it gets started But you know the special lift It always brings And you realize that Friendship Is God's most precious gift! Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed They lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their hearts to us.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!! Ü

Love is like waiting for a bus. When the bus comes, you look at it and you say to yourself. "Eeee... so full... cannot sit down, I'll wait for the next one." So you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it you said, "Eeee... this bus is so old... so shabby!" So you let the bus go and again, decided to wait for the next bus...

After a while another bus came, it's not crowded, not old but you said, "Eeee...not air conditioned... better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it was getting late. You panicked and jumped immediately inside the next bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded the wrong bus! And you wasted your time and money just to get into the wrong one! Even if an air conditioned bus comes, you can't ensure that the air conditioned bus won't break down or whether or not the airconditioner will be too cold for you. Wanting to get what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance. If you find that the "bus" doesn't suit you just press the red button and get off the bus! Hey, who said life is fair??? The best thing to do is be observant and open-minded. If it doesn't suit you, get off.

I'm sure you've had this experience before. You saw a bus coming (the bus you want of course). You flagged it but the driver acted as if he did not see you and zoomed pass you! It just wasn't meant for you...

The bottom line is, being loved is like waiting for a bus you want. Getting on the bus and appreciating the bus by giving it a chance depends totally on you. If you haven't made any choice, WALK!

Walking is like being single. The good side of it is you can still choose any bus you want...the rest who couldn't afford another ride would just
have to be content with the bus they rode on, ugly or not.

Also, sometimes it is better to choose a bus you are already familiar with rather than to gamble with a bus that is unfamiliar to you. But then
again, life wouldn't be complete without the risks involved.

But there is one bus that I failed to tell you about - the Bus you do not have to wait for, the Bus that will stop on its own and ask you if you
wish to come inside, then take you for a joy ride for the rest of your life.

Hope you get to ride on that bus!

I am, too, still waiting for that Bus...(*sigh!*)

How to Love your Life .....

Erase Negative Programming

Do away with all the old, negative messages you were given about yourself. If someone has told you that you are worthless, undeserving, dense or unattractive, that is their problem. No one has a right to judge you or belittle you. We are all struggling to get by in this world, and no one else has all the answers. Honor your own truth. In your own heart, you know who you are . . . don't let another take that power away from you. Love
yourself.

Everything in Life Happens for a Reason

Life is full of peaks and valleys. Even though they are more difficult, you learn more during the valleys or the challenging times. When you are in a valley, you might not see the value of it; but later, when you look back, you will realize that you have learned a great deal. Know that nothing you experience is an accident. Everything you experience and everyone you meet teaches you something or holds a lesson for you.


Know That When One Door Closes, Another Opens

Change is good. This is how you grow. Eventually you will see that sometimes you have to lose something to gain something else. Even illness, death, and financial loss have a purpose. Did a tragedy bring you closer to your family and friends? Did the community reach out to you? Were you forced to switch gears? Faith is knowing that everything is okay and works out. You will grow stronger from all that you experience.

Trust Your Instincts

All your life, you have been taught to invalidate your feelings. This is wrong. Your subconscious mind continually picks up and processes cues from your environment and from other people. This is valuable information that you should not disregard. Don't let people talk you into doing something that doesn't feel right to you. Trust your gut. If something doesn't feel right to you, then it probably isn't. And you don't have to justify how you feel. Just say, "No thank you," or "I'd rather not," or "I'm busy." Everyone else does not know more than you.

Being Alive Is Enough

Just ask people who almost lost their lives and they will tell you that most of the stuff we fret over isn't that important. Being alive is a great gift. Don't define yourself in such narrow terms as your work, your body, your house, your kids, or your relationships. Learn to see what is precious around you each day. Do not take your good fortune for granted. Be thankful and humble. You do not have to justify your life with a big list of
accomplishments. Try to experience just being alive.

Love Your Body

It houses your spirit; it gets you what you need. Appreciate what your body can do and stop focusing on what it can't. No one else's body would be better for you. (Being thinner or better looking is not more valuable.) If you are not the most stunning person in town, then perhaps this makes you more approachable to others. Even if you have a physical disability, there is a reason for this. It is not to cause you suffering, rather it is an opportunity for you to grow or to understand or appreciate something in life. Perhaps this will be the vehicle through which you meet a kindred spirit or discover some hidden talent within you. Be at peace and trust that your soul is beautiful and so are you.


Enjoy the Beautiful Day

What is the weather like? Is it hot? Rainy? Windy? Enjoy getting where you are going. Are you walking, driving, riding a bus? Are people talking, music playing, birds singing? Take notice of the colors, smells, textures, buildings, sounds, people . . . everything around you. Take pleasure in the freedom you have to go from place to place. Stop and smell the roses. This day will not happen again. Experience it. Take pleasure in the moment. It's great to be alive.

Enjoy Feeling Fine

Remember when you had a toothache, the flu, or a migraine. Remember the relief you felt when you first started to feel better? Until we are sick, we rarely appreciate how good it feels to feel well. Be glad you are well.

Lighten Up and Put Things in Perspective

Having a mini-crisis? Is the world crashing down around you? Hey, relax. First of all, panicking never solved anything. Second, most things are not that bad in hindsight. You're tougher than you think. You'll get through this, and you'll probably learn something valuable in the process. You'll be okay!

Let Yourself Be Happy. Count Your Blessings Every Day.

There is always someone else worse off than you. Look around you: your life is full of blessings. Make a list of things you are thankful for: your sight, health, family, food, shelter, a pet, your kids, friends, a good book. If you could even get out of bed this morning, then you are blessed. Do not take all this good fortune for granted. Be thankful for all these blessings.

Use Positive Language. Think Positive Thoughts.

Try not to use negative words too much like hate, disgusting, sick, ugly, etc." Notice how things have improved in the world, in your town, in your life. Look for beauty. Try not to be sarcastic. Sarcasm is a "put-down"of something or someone. The way you act in the world is basically a habit. You can retrain your behavior and your thinking, and you will benefit by doing so. Being considerate, kind, and positive is contagious and worth the
investment.


Notice the Positive Side of Life

Even though we are surrounded with love and positive things every day, the negative side of life seems to get a lot more publicity. Too many negative images sap us of our optimism. So don't make a constant diet of negative people, newscasts, angry music, violent movies, and conflict. (Kids do not benefit from watching too many news shows and . You are not alone in your hour of need. Open your heart and be observant. You may hear a radio show, find a book, or meet a person who has your same illness. Just as you cannot see the whole flower until it opens, it is all there waiting to be revealed. So are the answers to your problem.

THE BLAME
> > >
> > > If you see me walking the road with someone else
> > > It's not because I like his company
> > > It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
> > >
> > > If you hear me talking about him all the time
> > > It's not because he pleases me
> > > It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.
> > >
> > > If you feel me falling with someone new
> > > It's not because I love him
> > > But because you're not there to catch me if I fall.
> > >
> > > If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
> > > I too don't know where the road is going
> > > Are we gonna cross each other's path
> > > Or just completely turn around?
> > > Will we just let go of what we had
> > > Or go to the place where love is bound?
> > >
> > > Don't let me walk with him
> > > It's you I want to walk with
> > > Don't let me talk of him
> > > It's you I want to talk with
> > > Don't let me fall for him
> > > It's you I want to fall in love with.
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > > THE ANSWER
> > >
> > > When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
> > > I was behind you every step of the way
> > > Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me
> > >
> > > When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
> > > I didn't want to assume anything
> > > And I was afraid to lose our friendship
> > >
> > > When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
> > > It was because you never gave me the chance
> > > You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
> > >
> > > If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
> > > I too don't know where the road is going
> > > Are we just going to turn around,
> > > Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
> > > Will we just let go of what we had
> > > Or go to the place where love is bound?
> > >
> > > Don't let me walk alone
> > > I want to walk by your side
> > > Don't let me talk of something else
> > > It's you I want to talk with
> > > Don't let me fall for someone else
> > > It's you I want to fall in love with.


Ü

What would you do if every time you fell in love
you had to say good-bye?


What would you do if every time you wanted someone
they would never be there?



What would you do, if your best friend died
tomorrow and you never got to
tell them how you felt?



What would you do if you
*loved someone more than ever and you
couldn't have them?* .. =/


Some people live, and some people die
and some people dream and pray and hope and wish and love


But I want to tell you
I love you, and you are a true friend.



If I died tomorrow
you would be in my heart.


Would I be in yours? ?
*Of all the friends I've ever met,*You're the one I won't forget.*And if I die**Before you do**I'll go to heaven**And wait for you**I'll give the angels**Back their wings**And risk the loss**Of everything**Just to prove**my friendship is true**im thankful to have a friend like
you*


......ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................... Ü

...hey guys! "love month" once again!:) and i just want to share some of the email i received way back when!hehehe...nothing important to say actually... and since i have been gone for centuries, i guess these things might somehow fill the gaps within.. :) enjoy reading!:)

moving on and letting go

kaya mo bang gawin to???

I've had enough.

No, don't try to reason with me, this is too much.
I will try not to think of you when I wake up in the morning and ask
myself if somehow you are also awake. I have my own life to lead and my own life to think of.

No, I won't even think of you while I'm eating my
lunch wondering if you're doing the same thing,
because sooner or later I know you will.

No, never again will I go to the comfort room and lock myself in
just to have some privacy to piteously think of you, cry, sing or do some silly things because of you.

And no, never will I again think of you last when I go to sleep.
Sleep is my only rest, so please don't plague me in my dreams.

I am moving on.
I'll try to wake up in the morning and smile and think not of why you
left but that once you stayed.

And if I feel the need to cry,
it will not be for the future that we could have,
not for the regrets that I have nor of the anger that i feel,
but I will cry because of a love that I never was able to share with the one
man I felt it for.

I will cry for the love that was lost,
and not for the man who left.
I will give my affections to any man who is need of it,
but not my heart because I still am trying to get it back from you.
I will give him the love that you never wanted,
the kiss that I so longed to give you and the
words that once was yours.

Worthy or not worthy of it, at least he's here, you're not.
I'll try to hold back the tears when I think of you.
I'll just try to smile.
I am moving on... and hoping that the next thing would be letting go.

...just wanna share this email i received...ponder on!:)

The Road of Life

At first, I saw God as my observer, my judge, keeping track of the things I did wrong, so as to know whether I merited heaven or hell when I die. He was out there sort of like a president. I recognized His picture when I saw it, but I really didn't know Him. But later on when I met Christ, it seemed as though life were rather like a bike ride, but it was a tandem bike, and I noticed that Christ was in the back helping me pedal. I don't know just when it was that He suggested we change places, but life has not been the same since.

When I had control, I knew the way. It was rather boring, but predictable it was the shortest distance between two points. But when He took the lead, He knew delightful long cuts, up mountains, and through rocky places at breakneck speeds. It was all I could do to hang on!

Even though it looked like madness, He said, "Pedal!" I worried and was anxious and asked, "Where are you taking me?" He laughed and didn't answer, and I started to learn to trust. I forgot my boring life and entered into the adventure, and when I'd say, "I'm scared," He'd lean back and touch my hand. I gained love, peace, acceptance and joy; gifts to take on my journey, My Lord's and mine. And we were off again.

He said, "Give the gifts away. They're extra baggage, too much weight." So I did, to the people we met, and I found that in giving I received, and still our burden was light.

I did not trust Him, at first, in control of my life. I thought He'd wreck it; but he knows bike secrets, knows how to make it bend to take sharp corners, knows how to jump to clear high rocks, knows how to fly to shorten, scary passages. And I am learning to shut up and pedal in the strangest places, and I'm beginning to enjoy the view and the cool breeze on my face with my delightful constant companion, Jesus Christ.

And when I'm sure I just can't do it anymore, He just smiles and says... "Pedal."

YOUR CROSS
Whatever your cross
Whatever your pain
There will always be sunshine.
After the rain

Perhaps you may stumble
Perhaps even fall
But God's always there
To help you through it all.

God Bless to all!:)

A REAL WINNER

In 1962, four nervous young musicians played their first record
audition
for the executives of the Decca Recording company. The executives
were
not impressed. While turning down this group of musicians, one
executive
said, "We don't like their sound. Groups of guitars are on the way
out."
The group was called The Beatles.

In 1944, Emmeline Snively, director of the Blue Book Modeling Agency,
told modeling hopeful Norma Jean Baker, "You'd better learn
secretarial
work or else get married." She went on and became Marilyn Monroe.

In 1954, Jimmy Denny, manager of the Grand Ole Opry, fired a singer
after one performance. He told him, "You ain't goin' nowhere son. You
ought to go back to drivin' a truck." He went on to become the most
popular singer in America, named Elvis Presley.

When Alexander Graham Bell invented the telephone in 1876, it did not
ring off the hook with calls from potential backers. After making a
demonstration call, President Rutherford Hayes said, "That's an
amazing
invention, but who would ever want to use one of them?"

In the 1940's, another young inventor named Chester Carlson took his
idea to 20 corporations, including some of the biggest in the
country.
They all turned him down. In 1947, after seven long years of
rejections,
he finally got a tiny company in Rochester, New York, the Haloid
Company, to purchase the rights to his invention, an electrostatic
paper-copying process. Haloid became the Xerox Corporation we know
today.

Wilma Rudolph was the 20th of 22 children. She was born prematurely
and
her survival was doubtful. When she was 4 years old, she contacted
double pneumonia and scarlet fever, which left her with a paralyzed
left
leg. At age 9, she removed the metal leg brace she had been dependent
on
and began to walk without it. By 13, she had developed rhythmic walk,
which doctors said was a miracle. That same year, she decided to
become
a runner. She entered a race and came in last. For the next few years
every race she entered, she came in last. Everyone told her to quit,
but
she kept on running. One day, she actually won a race. And then
another.
From then on, she won every race she entered. Eventually this little
girl, who was told she would never walk again, went on to win three
Olympic gold medals.

Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through
experiences of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened,
vision
cleared, ambition inspired, and success achieved. You gain strength,
experience, and confidence by every experience where you really stop
to
look fear in the face. You must do the thing you cannot do. And
remember, the finest steel gets sent through the hottest furnace.
A REAL WINNER is not one who never fails, but one who NEVER QUITS! In life,
remember that you pass this
way only once! Let's live life to the fullest and give it our best.

Sent by Geselle Bolivar
Author Unknown, Excerpted from "Never Quit" (orig. title)

A BLESSED AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

hey everybody!!!!

advance merry christmas to all!!!

and a prosperous new year too!!! :)

.... i know there are lots of things i haven't shared with you from the past months. i am really just been busy doing school works, and those things matter most this time as i speak!:) ...or else i'm a dead...pig?!hehehe...

i promise to you guys i'll get back on you soon for more updates...

well, that's all for now, i'll just upload new photos for you to have a glimpse of what i'm about to say...;)

merry christmas and a happy new year!!!!! c",)

God bless!:)

HEAR YE! HEAR YE!

St. Paul College of Manila
AB Communication Arts
presents

RED HOT EVENT ABCA PAINTS THE TOWN RED
@ Ratsky's Malate
6:00 pm
December 16, 2003

For more details contact CHIZ through 09174489759

Tickets are available at the CA office of St. Paul College of Manila

THANK YOU! SEE YOU ALL THERE!(",)

...i just have nothing to post...hehe...the "photographs" from our retreat last November 13-15, 2003 will be uploaded ...soon! ...hang on!hehehe c",) oh! by the way, i'm not really bitter ok?!hehehe...enjoy! ...shocks! it's already December! ...Christmas is in the air!...hmmmmm!(",)
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Ngayon taong 2003, bente na ako. Shiyet.

Ang edad na twenty ay wala nang kakabit na teen sa dulo. Ibig sabihin, konti na lang ang mga nalalabing araw ko bago tuluyang magpaalam sa mundo ng pagiging teenager.

Matanda na ako pero hanggang ngayon e aktibong miyembro pa rin ako ng batikang Alyansang Alpha No Papa. Nakngtokwa.

Bakit ko ba naiisip 'to ngayon?

Hay, paano kasi, lahat ng miyembro ng alyansa e ngayo’y attached na.

Ewan ko ba kung anong sa may demonyo ang taong ito at sunud-sunod na nagsulputan ang mga mag-syota.

Pakiramdam ko tuloy e ako na lang ang single.

Kumbaga sa Sunken Garden, ako yung puno ng niyog: nag-iisa at out of place.

Nung nakaraang taon lang, lahat ng kakilala ko e nagkakaisa sa aming alyansa: asiwa sa mga love songs, namimintas ng mga pangit na jowa, nandidiri sa mga nagho-holding hands, pinagtatawanan ang mga nagkakandungan, galit sa mga harapang nagp-PDA, asar sa mga laging nagde-date, nagwewelga laban sa mga love quotes sa text, at higit sa lahat e panatag ang loob na ang iba, tulad namin, ay talagang "meant to be alone".

Masaya kaming lahat dahil alam naming mas maganda ang manatiling single.

Ohbutgoodnessgraciousgreatballsoffire! Nagulat na lang ako nang minsan ay ang dating kantang-kanta sa Love Song for No One e ngayo'y adik na sa Your Body is a Wonderland!

Kala ko naman isa lang siyang tumiwalag sa alyansa.

But no! Yung todo lait sa may mga pangit na boyfriend e sinusundo na bigla ng lalakeng gumwapo lang ng konti kay Bentong.

At aba, ang malapit kong kaibigan naman e napapasma na ang kamay sa kaka-HHWW o holding hands while walking.

Kagulat-gulat din nung namataan ko yung dalawa kong orgmates na nagkakandungan sa Track Oval.

Heto pa, pagdating ko sa tambayan kamakailan lang e may bumulaga namang bagong loveteam na parehong freshie lang at sila'y kuntodo PDA!

Kung 'di ba naman minalas e yung lagi kong kasabay umuwi e inanod na sa Manila Bay para makipag-date sa Luneta.

Nang nabasa ko naman ang cellphone nung isa e may “Love is like a rosary, it has many mysteries” pa siyang naka-save!

Yung pasimuno ng churee (theory) na "some are meant to be alone" e nakahanap na raw ngayon ng "da wan".

Ultimo yung kaibigan kong vaklah e kinabog ako dahil may dalawa, hindi isa kundi dalawang papa na siya!

Walang patawad talaga, pagka-uwi ko ng bahay e nagpaalam yung katulong namin at magpapakasal na raw sila ng kanyang "syutang si Rechard".

Chakafez kayong lahat!!! Mga traydor! Iwan daw ba ko??? Hmph, kebs ko sa inyo!
Mga hayup.

E ano naman ang mapapala ninyo sa pagiging in love? Wala!

Ang mga mag-boyfriend, maliit na mga bagay lang, wala na.

Na-late lang sandali, away na.

Nanood lang ng sine kasama ang ibang kaibigan, away na.

Hindi lang masundo, away na.

Nakalimutan lang mag-miss call, away na.

Nagsuot lang ng spaghetti straps, away na.

Hindi lang makalabas dahil may exam, away na.

E ano pa kaya kung ang isyu e mga ex, mga dating manliligaw, mga crush, at kung anu-ano pa?! Warla!

Ang mahal pa ng presyo ng pagiging attached.

Lunch sa school, gastos.

Date, gastos.

Gasolina, gastos.

Birthday niya, gastos.

Birthday ng nanay niya, gastos.

Birthday ng tatay niya, gastos.

Birthday ng kapatid niya, gastos.

Anniversary, gastos.

Monthsary, gastos.

Weeksary, gastos.

Christmas, gastos.

New Year, gastos.

Pagdating ng Valentine's Day, daig mo pa ang naholdap. Gastos!

Pag-taken ka na, wala ka nang panahon.

Sa org mo, wala ka nang oras.

Sa pamilya mo, wala ka nang oras.

Sa pag-aaral mo, wala ka nang oras.

Sa pakikipagsalamuha sa iba mong mga kaibigan, wala ka nang oras.

Sa pagdalo sa iba't-ibang okasyon, wala ka nang oras.

Parang ang bilis lagi ng araw dahil laging kailangang pagtuunan mo ng panahon ang boyfriend o girlfriend mo at wala ka nang magawang iba. Pang-ubos oras!

O kita ninyo, ang pagiging attached e maraming masaklap na kalalabasan!

Lagi ka nang mapapa-away, laging walang pera, at lagi ka pang uhaw sa oras para sa ibang bagay lalo na para sa sarili mo!

Walang magandang maidudulot ang pagiging in love.

Hokeipayn... siguro meron pero konti lang.

Kapag pagod ka galing sa school, may magtatanggal ng stress mo.

Kapag nalulungkot ka, may magpapasaya sa'yo.

Kapag napupuno ka na sa dami ng pressure sa buhay mo, may magsasabing okay lang yan.

Kapag galit ka na sa mundo, may magpapakalma sa'yo.

Kapag naubusan ka na ng pre-paid internet card, may ka-chat ka sa telepono.

Kapag hindi ka masundo ng tatay mo, may mag-uuwi sa'yo sa bahay.

Kapag may bagong palabas sa sine, makakanood ka agad at hindi ka mabubulok na Spiderman pa rin ang huli mong napanood.

Kapag nagkaroon uli ng show si Rex Navarete sa UP, may ka-date ka na at hindi ka isang hamak na third wheel.

Kapag pinalabas uli sa Film Center ang In the Mood for Love e in the mood ka talaga.

Kapag dumating ang Stephen Speaks sa UP, alam mong ang Passenger Seat ay kanta ng boyfriend mo sa'yo at hindi ng kung sinong manyak na driver sa nasakyan mong ikot kaninang umaga.

Kapag inabot ka ng gabi sa UP, boyfriend mo ang kasama mong tumingin sa mga tala
at hindi ang iyong mga barkadang bakla na naghahanap ng mga nagmimilagro sa
Sunken.

Kapag may roses ka, alam ng mga taong galing yun sa boyps mo at hindi sa tumakbo sa Oblation Run.

Kapag may family reunion, hindi ka pagkakamalang tomboy ng mga kamag-anak mo at hindi ka bibigyan ng aginaldo para bumili ng make-up para daw may magkagusto sa'yo dahil mukhang mauunahan ka na ng kapatid mong grade 6.

Kapag nagkita-kita kayo ng mga haliparot mong high school classmates e totoong lalake ang iku-kuwento mo at hindi ang naguumapaw na listahan ng mga kumare mong bakla.

Hindi mo na pro-problemahin ang katorpehan female version dahil taken ka naman.

Kapag may kumakalat na chismis na patay-na-patay ka raw sa isang lalake sa UP e hindi ka na mababahala tutal kayo na at siya ang patay-na-patay sa'yo.

At higit sa lahat, hindi ka bitter ocampo.

Hasus! Sinong bitter? Sino? Sino, sino, sino ang bitter?!?! Ewan ko sa inyo, basta hindi ako yun. Hindi ako bitter, hindi, hindi, hindi!!! Ang kulit ha! Sabi nang hindi!

Nasabi ko na bang hindi ako bitter?

"Describe yourself?"

...This is one of the hardest questions I've ever encountered. Its really hard to describe ones self because you only see what you know who you really are but what about the other's point of view about you? I ask some of my closest friends to define me, hehehe! And here's what they had commented about me! (",)

Winkie
She maybe wearing a happy mask but behind it is a young lass who wanted to get out of her shell, proving that she can stand alone and old enough to handle herself. Beck is a type of person who seldom talk about her problems. She preferred keeping it to herself -- A PRIVATE PERSON-- that is! She's one of the radical mover and liberalistic lady who wanted to transform the world with her weird ideology! She's also sweet, TOTALLY: caring and thoughtful friend! She's an adventurous person! She likes suppressing her feelings because she doesn't want to get hurt--"Pathetic" that is! Paradoxical with her being adventurous hehehe! She's an "old guy magnet" but she made it clear that she preferred either oldie as well as youngster as long as he can handle this gurl! Love you Squishy!

Jomai
She's one crazy girl who can drive you nuts!=) Sweet, caring, thoughtful, a friend you can surely rely on. The best production assistant on the face of the earth!!! A "big guy" magnet.=)

Grace
A day wouldn't be complete without seeing Beck smile. She has gotten the most contagious laugh in the world. But behind that jolly facade lies a sensitive heart and sentimental spirit.

Diana Joy
Buwahahahaha! The gurl with the prettiest (and biggest) smile in the world (with a loud sound). I wonder if "hindi nangangawit ang panga nya!" She is the walking National Bookstore of the class. NBSB yet soooooh attractive especially to ----. The cramming diva, and she's a.k.a. cyber Beck! She can stay in front of the computer for hours! She's the most cheerful yet the most deadly pag nabadtrip!

Monette
"Beck and her laughters make my day!" She is my practicum-partner, and I came to know her more as a friend and as a "future professional" because of that. Although she's kinda late sometimes (sleepy-head!!), she is responsible though. You can count on her when you're broke.. believe me!! She is a family-oriented gurl. She is resourceful at the same time. (Take note, she can re-use even 70's stuffs!!!) =p Above all, she is a TRUE friend!! My existence is complete without her and her laughters.. the latter add up to the meaning of life.

Glenda
Beck's laughter is the safest disease I know. Once you hear this gurl's laugh it is possible you'll laugh with her... means her laughter is so contagious. She's a good cyber friend but she's best with her human friends.hehehe (",)(",)(",) She's a very true friend and a friend you can always count on...

Thank you my friends for always being there for me, believing in me, trusting me, and accepting me the way I am... I LOVE YOU ALL!!! (",)