Saturday, April 12, 2003

hiyee everybody!!!!!=)
i just want to share one of my favorite songs at the moment.=) sung by rhett miller, this was his 1st single, taken from his debut album "the instigator" (go check him out!). i like this song so much because it speaks of that spark of hope living inside of me against my greatest fear in life...being ALONE and SAD....

i admit i am emotional.... i get easily moved on touching and meaningful songs, movies, and stories. anything that deals about family, friendships, relationships, generally life's precious moments no amount of money could ever buy or replaced....=) that's why i really treasure even the smallest thing a dear person had given me (even if it looks like a trash for some) =)

i usually create friendships among others easily. but you know, actually, i am preventing it to happen. because i know there will come a point that it will just give me disappointments and heartaches...like how it had usually done in the past...=(

i can't say i am bitter in this life cause i am really enjoying and loving it, in spite of some circumstances...(well that's life you know?!) =)

i just don't want to assume things as i want them to, i don't want to set my mind that everything will always be the same and okay,(i just hope!)... cause they don't?!...remember, change is the only permanent in this world...but let us not lose hope on things, it will just help you attain your disappointments in a flash than the usual!..eheh!=)

well actually, i am working on this part of me every now and then (grow up beck!). as what i've read in most inspirational books and magazines, what's life without taking risks? how could you see the worth of the gift given to you if you will not open the box, right? you can't just tell it through its wrapper, it can be deceiving sometimes you know...(hmm, another good topic!hehe)

well that's it! ...everything has a purpose and reason. and whatever it is, through HIS guidance, i know it will lead me to what HE knows the best thing for me..=)
(NO FEAR!hehe!)

enjoy the song and discover its meaning to you too!=)
bubbye!=)

Come Around

I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore when you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs and I'm remembering where
And when and how and why'd you have to go so far

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around

I'm dressed all in white and I remember the night
You came on to me and opened up my heart
I was hollow then till you filled me in now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around

No one else can fix me although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinking someone else will do
But you're the only one you are the only one

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around
So come around so come around

I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore when you broke my heart