Friday, February 06, 2004

THE BLAME
> > >
> > > If you see me walking the road with someone else
> > > It's not because I like his company
> > > It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
> > >
> > > If you hear me talking about him all the time
> > > It's not because he pleases me
> > > It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.
> > >
> > > If you feel me falling with someone new
> > > It's not because I love him
> > > But because you're not there to catch me if I fall.
> > >
> > > If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
> > > I too don't know where the road is going
> > > Are we gonna cross each other's path
> > > Or just completely turn around?
> > > Will we just let go of what we had
> > > Or go to the place where love is bound?
> > >
> > > Don't let me walk with him
> > > It's you I want to walk with
> > > Don't let me talk of him
> > > It's you I want to talk with
> > > Don't let me fall for him
> > > It's you I want to fall in love with.
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > > THE ANSWER
> > >
> > > When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
> > > I was behind you every step of the way
> > > Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me
> > >
> > > When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
> > > I didn't want to assume anything
> > > And I was afraid to lose our friendship
> > >
> > > When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
> > > It was because you never gave me the chance
> > > You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
> > >
> > > If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
> > > I too don't know where the road is going
> > > Are we just going to turn around,
> > > Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
> > > Will we just let go of what we had
> > > Or go to the place where love is bound?
> > >
> > > Don't let me walk alone
> > > I want to walk by your side
> > > Don't let me talk of something else
> > > It's you I want to talk with
> > > Don't let me fall for someone else
> > > It's you I want to fall in love with.


Ü
What would you do if every time you fell in love
you had to say good-bye?


What would you do if every time you wanted someone
they would never be there?



What would you do, if your best friend died
tomorrow and you never got to
tell them how you felt?



What would you do if you
*loved someone more than ever and you
couldn't have them?* .. =/


Some people live, and some people die
and some people dream and pray and hope and wish and love


But I want to tell you
I love you, and you are a true friend.



If I died tomorrow
you would be in my heart.


Would I be in yours? ?
*Of all the friends I've ever met,*You're the one I won't forget.*And if I die**Before you do**I'll go to heaven**And wait for you**I'll give the angels**Back their wings**And risk the loss**Of everything**Just to prove**my friendship is true**im thankful to have a friend like
you*


......ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................... Ü

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

...hey guys! "love month" once again!:) and i just want to share some of the email i received way back when!hehehe...nothing important to say actually... and since i have been gone for centuries, i guess these things might somehow fill the gaps within.. :) enjoy reading!:)

moving on and letting go

kaya mo bang gawin to???

I've had enough.

No, don't try to reason with me, this is too much.
I will try not to think of you when I wake up in the morning and ask
myself if somehow you are also awake. I have my own life to lead and my own life to think of.

No, I won't even think of you while I'm eating my
lunch wondering if you're doing the same thing,
because sooner or later I know you will.

No, never again will I go to the comfort room and lock myself in
just to have some privacy to piteously think of you, cry, sing or do some silly things because of you.

And no, never will I again think of you last when I go to sleep.
Sleep is my only rest, so please don't plague me in my dreams.

I am moving on.
I'll try to wake up in the morning and smile and think not of why you
left but that once you stayed.

And if I feel the need to cry,
it will not be for the future that we could have,
not for the regrets that I have nor of the anger that i feel,
but I will cry because of a love that I never was able to share with the one
man I felt it for.

I will cry for the love that was lost,
and not for the man who left.
I will give my affections to any man who is need of it,
but not my heart because I still am trying to get it back from you.
I will give him the love that you never wanted,
the kiss that I so longed to give you and the
words that once was yours.

Worthy or not worthy of it, at least he's here, you're not.
I'll try to hold back the tears when I think of you.
I'll just try to smile.
I am moving on... and hoping that the next thing would be letting go.