One Plush One = Happiness

"You Got It!" - Alex the lion from Madagascar (2005)

I'm back! I can't believe it that this awesome movie would make me revive my blog today!
I just gotta have that plush toy!!! And I wanted to share the world how I feel about this whole Madagascar Experience I had from the start... ^_^

My first reason why I wanted to watch this movie back then was because of the voice of Ben Stiller. I love everything about Ben Stiller. ^_^ I liked him since Zoolander. (As far as I can remember.)

The child in me loved all the Madagascar movies! ^_^

The graphics are so alive that I can really imagine how soft Alex's hair was! haha!
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0351283/quotes?qt=qt0448803

And the soundtrack lingers up to this day. ^_^
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Anybody can relate to the  movie. Although the characters are animals (Aesop Fables). I believe each movie has its own moral lesson.

The first movie is to go out of the box, explore and find adventures that will be worth to remember and worth to learn about, meet new friends especially at this day and age, it has been so easy to build and rekindle memories with past and new friends through these amazing technologies, mobile phone, computers, Internet, Social Networking sites, etc. And smile and be positive that there will always be a way for any dilemma to be resolved, even if you are stuck in an island unknown to you, you will and you can adapt eventually.

The second movie, Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa, has the lesson that in some point of our lives one has to go back from its roots to move forward. We can be famous, travel to different places, relocate residences, do things totally new from the usual ways we had in the past, however, it will always bring a bitter, sweet and nice feeling looking back that we have achieved this "level" through the help of these awful and rewarding challenges. We can never be complete and successfully contented without these bits and pieces in our lives, sprinkled with good vibes, positive energies, and for me, God's everlasting guidance and providence that will endure every wound and every weird moment that we may experience.

And I wish definitely not the least, Madagascar 3: Europe's Most Wanted.

You can always have and find a family in any body at a given time even though you are not related by blood.

You can feel at home even if the location is not the usual place you have been too. (Suddenly I remembered the task I have to accomplish by Wednesday at the office.What could be the most appropriate and best tagline that could describe our team, our portfolio? I'll have to think about that later...)

Thanks to innovations that are good, fun and very entertaining! I love the circus part with one of my fave songs being played at the background. It really brought tears in my eyes! I just can't explain the feeling of being so engrossed about how the circus came up, I was like crazy laughing and crying at the same time. Yes, you did a great job on the graphics, sounds and concept of that intergalactic circus... cheers! to the highly intelligent penguins!

Firework by Katy Perry

Here are some of my pics that obviously show how I love the Madagascar gang. It really made my day when we happened to be at the Festival Super Mall in Alabang during their promo for Madagascar 3. I was really happy to see Alakai! (Sorry to whoever was wearing that costume because I think I squeezed him/her so much because I really wanted to hug Alex the lion that day. ^_^)

Well, plush or without plush...I will always be your number one fan and supporter! Of course, it is the Americano Trapeze, Circus Afro! ^_^

The Wild Trapeze, solo album of Brandon Boyd

can't wait to hear this! i wanna have a copy!!! hopefully soon! :)

(cross my fingers!)

to read the full bio written by Brandon

Boyd himself here is the link:

http://www.enjoyincubus.com/us/thewildtrapezeletter?utm_medium=epic-email&utm_source=incubus&utm_campaign=epic-emailincubus20100706

every single thing he perceived about this solo album hit me straight to the heart.

he really never fails to amaze me!

all the words and realization uncovered me again, for me to start anew...

to appreciate what i have become, "the way i am" today.

a lot of things happened in my life (as you noticed, the last time i dropped by was back in 2008?!) and i'm glad this blog that i started to help me heal myself from the wounds of sorrow and pain has endured the years of idleness and surprisingly still up and running up to this point, waiting to feed on the left overs of my exhausting day...

hopefully, i can still find the time to serve you of those left overs since i mentioned its an "exhausting day" already from all the talking and typing, blah, blah, blah! and now at home, still doing the same old thing :D

i'm just glad that after all those changes that had transpired in my life, there are some things i thought i already completely lost and i was meant to believe that loosing them made me less of a person today.

while they are just waiting in the corner for me, ready to catch me again when all else fail. :)

looking back on all the things i said on this blog, really made me think twice, did i really compose those thoughts before?! i just can't remember it any more!?

i need back that self confidence, that positivity in me that i think got into a coma! ;p

i really do not want to end this now, i miss this feeling, this moment...

but no matter how i convince myself, its not the same any more...

more responsibilities, priorities, more people who need me to stay alive and kicking! managing well my time for a better health, better life and future.

at least i know you are here and that i can still get a chance to have a time off with you even just once in a while :)

thanks so much for sticking up with me! :)

ta ta for now! :D

THE RIGHT PERSON

i can totally relate to this!..wooh!....

A nice article for the married, soon to be married, and waiting to bemarried... Food for thought and in the words of Fr. Pedro Arrupe, SJ:THE RIGHT PERSON?During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said,"How do I know if I married the right person?"I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, "Itdepends. Is that your husband?"In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?"Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it'sweighing on your mind. Here's the answer.EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love withyour spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and likedtheir idiosyncrasies.Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was acompletely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DOanything. That's why it's called "falling" in love... because it'shappening TO YOU.People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about theimagery of that __expression. It implies that you were just standingthere; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's thenatural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone callsbecome a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome(when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute,drive you nuts.The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if youthink about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic differencebetween the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or evenangrysubsequent stage.At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marrythe right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoriaof the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience withsomeone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame theirspouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage forfulfillment.Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity isthe most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, church, a hobby, afriendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. Itlies within it.I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someoneelse. Youcould. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the samesituation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'SLEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVERjust happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make"it day in and day out. That's why we have the __expression "the labor oflove." Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly,it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specificthings you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with yourmarriage.Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity),there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exerciseprogram makes you physically stronger, certain habits in yourrelationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause andeffect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable...you can "make" love.Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... not just a feeling.

notice the dates from last post to recent post..

howdy everybody! :)
notice the dates?!? incredible! its been a long time since i last posted on this blog!
sorry i wasn't able to keep it "fresh"...its totally outdated...
well, its because mainly of the internet access, all blog related sites are blocked in the office, ( where i spend most of my time during the day) since i don't have my own internet access at home yet, i have to live within my means, hehe..and lately i haven't gone to internet cafes to update these things compared before that i really spend hours on the computer chatting and posting on blogs, honestly, my priorities now have changed, bigtime!hehe. :)
but its nice to look back in the past, reminisce about good old days and keep in touch to long lost friends, breaking some shocking news that they do not expect from you! haha! :D
i've created new links about me that you can access in case this "old friend of mine" miss an updated post... :)
so, see you around and i'll just have to take a snooze for my next shift, cause calls are flowing endlessly, man! whoa! :)
keep in touch! take care y'all! :)

lovelots,
-beck-

Pinaka Hot na Pinoy Band By (Pinaka!) a show in QTV Channel 11 in the Philippines:

10 Imago

9 Sandwich

8 Orange and Lemons

7 Itchyworm

6 Hale

Elite Circle of Five

5 SugarFree

4 Rivermaya

3 Kamikazee

2 Bamboo

1 Parokya ni Edgar

QTVs "top 10 rock band survey" is just like any other survey ever happened in the face of the entertainment industry. of course these were just produced to "entertain" us. "in my own opinion", i categorize it as unofficial, not worth to spend the rest of my precious time with (like pia guanio said in the end, results may vary when you share it with your friends). so at the end of the day, we still uphold what is inside our hearts and minds regarding who is truly the "best" among the rest. but still i strongly consider the statements of those people who gave their constructive criticisms about the bands. in surveys like these its my most awaited part, you know, the thing they gonna say about these bands cause we all know them, they really conduct reviews wholeheartedly especially luis katigbak and francis reyes!:) just a parting thought for all of the bands who were included in the list or even not:

all your success are fruits of your labor, you did your best and that was fantastic!, the fanatics appreciated it, we go gaga about you guys, can't take you out of our heads, so as the birth of surveys to know who's in or out in this business/market. but then again being down to earth about every achievement reached adds to the sweetness of these "fruits of labor", there is still no harm in keeping those feet on the ground. a band is composed of two or more persons. whoever is the frontman, spokesperson or leader of the band, roady, whatever you call it is given a chance to speak, or to react any thing about the band has to take full responsibility for the outcome of whatever is said and done. i believe they must behave accordingly in behalf of the band's total image or impression on its target market. let's not forget the saying that "every" action has its "equal" reaction, right?

but still there will always be fanatics (i believe that is you and me, hehe) who will always be there whichever bad publicity they may encounter.:) because i will always believe in what they can do, the way i see them perform live, sweats all over their faces, and in what they will do to keep the fire burning in my heart through their songs that truly inspire my life. that's the only thing that matters!:)

A Soulful Relationship
by Rev. Ronald McFadden

If you're not married yet, share this with a friend. If you are married, share it with your spouse or other married couples and reflect on it.

An African proverb states, "Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye." Before you get involve and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem, make you blind to warning signs.Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really important.

Once you decide to commit to someone, over time his or her flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences will become more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths. You are two unique individual children of God who have decided to share a life together.

Neither of you are perfect, but are you perfect for each other? Do you bring out the best in each other? Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete, compare, and control? What do you bring to the relationship?

Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain? You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or her. You can't make someone love you or make someone stay. If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment, and "a life", you won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or responsible for your pain.

Manipulation, control, jealousy, neediness, and selfishness are not the ingredients of a thriving, healthy, loving and lasti ng relationship!

Seeking status, sex, wealth, and security are the wrong reasons to be in a relationship.

What keeps a relationship strong? Communication, intimacy, trust, a sense of humor,sharing household tasks, some getaway time without business or children and daily exchanges (a meal, shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note). Leave a nice message on the voicemail or send a nice email. Sharing common goals and interests.Growth is important. Grow together, not away from each other, giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure. Allow your mate to have outside interests. You can't always be together. Give each other a sense of belonging and assurances of commitment. Don't try to control one another. Learn each other's family situation. Respect his or her parents regardless. Don't put pressure on each other for material goods. Remember for richer or for poorer.

If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty, and pain replace the passion. The difference between 'United' and 'Untied' is where you put the I.

nice to see you again bloggie!:)

you know what? today may seem just an ordinary day for the rest of the world but for me, today is the inSAMEly outrageous moment of my life, for real!!!

many of my friends since highschool years knew me for this addiction.
i don't give a damn to those who will think of this as a senseless conversation, any way this is my blog and you are just having the privilege of reading it for free! take it or leave it. all i want is full honesty of who i am right here right now!;D

to cut the story short, today i finally made my fantasies come to life!
i finally met the persons who inspired me to be myself and to take the challege to undergo productive changes in my life..haha! dang, clint and bob moffatt! from the moffatt brothers then just the moffatts turned to hidell and now SAME SAME! (well, honestly the last name seems so ordinary and so mainstream..?!?)

my friend christine ignited the flame of hope to see them in flesh today!haha!
i am so outdated that i haven't even heard the news that they are here again in the philippines!!! oh my goodness! when tin informed me that by 4pm they will perform at SM north edsa mall, i have no doubts that this is my last chance to take a step in seeing them or else succumb to self-reproach of not having the courage to make a move for nth time!!!

thank God for giving me a blessing called boyfriend named joseph who accompanied me through fulfillment of this unfinished business!heehee!:D

after taking our lunch, without enough sleep, i rushed him to go with me to SM north edsa...rain poured while we rode the bus, the rusty old bus with rain drops that kept on falling on our heads!grrr!that's why i hate rainy days...damn!!! not to mention traffic jams that gave the feel of excitement on ever slow stop overs! i cannot miss this event will yah pleeaasse let us pass?!?! as much as i would like to take a snooze my eyes are wide awake to see every landmark to give me a piece of mind that we can make it in time for the show...

of course this story won't be a happy ending if we were late right? duh we made it in time to buy cds and posters and go wait until the front acts perform thier jobs before the main act shows what they've got....

i really missed that "rush of blood in your head" moment that you don't care what they say and think about you crazy little holler girls who haven't outgrown childhood infatuation as they used to say...hehehe...but something still doesn't fit, it seems incomplete?...

finally the cd signing is next and i can't wait to see them upclose!*sigh*
while i'm in line i admit i'm out of focus for a short time on what to feel, think, and even the things i planned to say and do because its like, this is it beck! what up?! its now or never!!!

i tried to take photos of them with my low tech camera phone at least and oh by the way, i hate that guy who was supposed to assist us who crumpled the cover of my cd?!careless freak!iron your face and brain instead! (that's the problem of those who do not know how to take care of the things that are not theirs!hmp!) ...as i stepped on the stage, i reached out for my cd for clint and bob to sign in, there in a jiffy it passed by just like that! damn! can we rewind that scene?!........

clint signed the cover of the cd, i said "congratulations", clint starred at me like what now?! i starred back with a smile and focused on his round eyes, then the crew commanded me to move on, next me looking to bob while he signs my cd, bob looked up with a smile and reached out his hand and i took it and he squeezed mine, i felt his broad fingers touched mine (kinda rough, i believe due to drum playing which is so cool!remember that's one of my frustrations in life..) then end of story, goodbye, till next time!

so that was it?!

maybe i just expected too much of what just might have happened or maybe everything is too plain and ordinary that hey is this what i used to read from other moffatian in a mag about their experienced with the boys and now i can say "definitely i can relate first hand"?

whatever it may be, i realized that within that 6 years of eagerly wishing to be with them, my preferences has been changed as well. the momentum, the expectations, the music that is keeping me alive is continuously changing, well a proof that change is the only constant in this world. even with the fact that i will and always like them whatever path they take in this corporate world, (because they are and have been my inspirations) we are all just ordinary persons who happend to have different priorities, roles or missions in this life. yes we must exceed to what is expected of us to please others and to say that we succeed.at the end of the day, at the end of it all, we are all SAME SAME!:)

oh my goodness!!!
its been a long time since i last touched the options to go to this blog!?!
finally!..keep those avail moments coming!!! i need to create a novel here please!hehe..

where the hell was i??!!??

here i am again, playing with those memories again.. (yuck!sentimental garbage!)

i just have so much to tell but i don't know where to start?! i'm really getting old to remember every single thing that had happenned..

i'll just brief you with the good ones..

my family and joseph.

God is really good for giving me all these blessings!i wholeheartedly can say that never a day i regret meeting "moi".though most of the time we argue on matters that for some people think are too lame to worry about, i'm thankful for all the understanding he has shown me.i am immature, i am stubborn, i do what i want and pretend to be good at all times but "moi" did not ever leave me like what he did promise over and over again in the very beginning.in connection with my family, i'm also grateful for the good relationship of "moi" and my family. this is my first serious relationship with an opposite gender and he is actually the first guy i ever introduced at home to my relatives!
God is really good for making things work for the good of everbody! :)

contentment, i really like that word.

and i'm glad to say in general, i feel that way now! i'm
happy and satisfied! :)

in terms of work, nothing has changed i'm still in the same rut...

what's new?

most of my friends are also in the same field and i'm happy because we can talk about almost the same scenarios now, irate customers, wacky, cool and friendly customers, mostly weird calls we receive every single day. but the sad thing is we hardly see each other any more (like i used to do to them.. but still i tried to go even without sleep right?).of course, we'll find time, these days i really need some bonding sessions out there... (i can smell a colorless, neutral-tasting spirit distilled from grain,hmmm).

what else did i miss?...

maybe i'm just too sleepy and hungry to think and grasp what my brain is telling me now and the fact that my fingers are already swollen and tired from these words i have written, i better take a break...

don't worry i'll continue when i get the chance!haha! :D

at least i want to applaud you for reaching this part!take care everybody and Godspeed! :)

Perfect by ALANIS MORISSETTE

Sometimes is never quite enough If you're flawless, then you'll win my love Don't forget to win first place Don't forget to keep that smile on your face

Be a good boy Try a little harder You've got to measure up And make me prouder

How long before you screw it up How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up With everthing I do for you The least you can do is keep quiet Be a good girl You've gotta try a little harder That simply wasn't good enough To make us proud

I'll live through you I'll make you what I never was If you're the best, then maybe so am I Compared to him compared to her I'm doing this for you're own damn good You'll make up for what I bled What's the problem...why are you crying

Be a good boy Push a little farther now That wasn't fast enough To make us happy We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect...

i can't believe it!
i'm here at the office for the first time wasting my time doing basically nothing that has to do with my work, like blog posting!hehehe!:)
its because last june 30th, sadly our account was discontinued.. well its something that corporations have to deal with and we poor employees just have nothing else to do but obey and wait for the next account that will be given to us...
its a good thing that i am already a regular employee :)
i'm just in the waiting list and for now floating, loitering, watching tv in the pantry, chatting with friends, browsing thru the internet, texting, what else that can be done? oh, later i'll just sleep in the quiet room!:p
this situation i am going thru now in a way disheartens me, its just because that account was my first job!..i can't believe i've been with the program for a year and two months!:) in spite of the hardships i've encountered with it, the frustrations and irritating, and exciting moments i experienced with all those customers!:) --mishu guys!:*

i don't know why but every time its full moon whatever situation i'm in i feel happy, great!:)

there is something with the moon that makes me feel free, it uplifts my spirits in times when i'm down...

like tonight, it shines so bright, though its kinda spooky, it is so mysterious that i won't get tired starring at it the whole night...

i need that kind of space immediately.

i feel sick inside though physically i'm fine, guess its just one my weird days...

maybe that's all for now just wanted to update this forgotten spot...

thanks for all the cares and conversations i had with you :)

you know who you are :)

have a swell day everyone!:)

Sleeps With Butterflies

-Tori Amos-

Airplanes

Take you away again

Are you flying

Above where we live

Then I look up a glare in my eyes

Are you having regrets about last night

I'm not but I like rivers that rush in

So then I dove in

Is there trouble ahead

For you the acrobat

I won't push you unless you have a net

You say the word

You know I will find you

Or if you need some time

I don't mind

I don't hold on

To the tail of your kite

I'm not like the girls that you've known

But I believe I'm worth coming home to

Kiss away night

This girl only sleeps with butterflies

With butterflies

So go on and fly then boy

Balloons

Look good from on the ground

I fear with pins and needles around

We may fall then stumble

Upon a carousel

It could take us anywhere

I'm not like the girls that you've known

But I believe I'm worth coming home to

Kiss away night

This girl only sleeps with butterflies

With butterflies

With butterflies

So go on and fly boy

hiyyee blog...how are you?
i guess i am sober in the past few weeks or let say months i haven't talked to you...
maybe because of the things that happened to me that seems so fast and so furious! like the movie (though i haven't seen it in full, just screen shots). ----this was supposed to be posted way back june 2nd?! just going thru my posts when i noticed it..?!? (08082005)

Hallelujah
-Bamboo

I.anong balita sa radyo o tv, ganun parin, kumakapa sa dilim
minsa'y naisip kong umalis nalang dito
lumutang na ang lahat, lumipad, lumayo

II.bato bato sa langit, tamaan wag
magalit alam naman naten kung sino ang
tuso sa bawat sumpang umiiyak, singil ko ay piso.
sa bawat lumuluhang dukha, alay ko'y dugo.

*may kasama ka kapatid, kaibigan. hangat ako'y humihinga may pag-asa pa.

CHORUS:
hoo.. hallelu hallelujah. sinong sawa, sinong galit,sumigaw ngayong gabi,hallelu hallelujah

(RAP)
blinded by the light can't barely see
the faces in front of me,
yes we know how to begin where the scar is from within.
i'm ashamed of what i've become in the mirror,
the face of my one true enemy.
hallelujah it's a new day, let's take control.
if I have to take this message door to door,
to save myself and every soul.
with permission i'll take this for personal mission
save me from the fire, save me
from the fire, save me from the fire.

III.ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo mo,
habang ika'y tulog ako'y gising naka bantay sayo
kasi mahal kita, tignan mo,
pag-ibig ko sayo lamang.
(repeat * and chorus)

sinong sawa, sinong galit, sumigaw ngayong gabi,
hallelu hallelujah
hoo.. hallelu hallelujah <2x>

panis na pero i just want you to know succesful ang gig sa glorietta ng spongecola nun 050505! with sugarfree astig! and of course, my love band as well Hale!:) success kasi nakapagpasign nako ng CD sa spongecola at last! bait mo Gosh! sya kasi ng pass ng CD ko kina Yael at Chris! i love you chris astig mong mag drums!grabe pili lang nagugustuhan kong magdrums at isa ka na dun!!!!!WWWAAAHHHH!!!!!!kahit dami tao siksik pa rin ako grabe dugyot na ko bago pa pumasok sa office pro oks lang just for them to sign my CD. and my freebie pa si neil the massage boy almighty ng 99.5 rt, na meet ko na rin in person!:) grabe! gulat sya nun nakita nya ko kala ko di na nya ko alala, sabi ko "beck caspillo" still remember me? kasi tagal na namin magkakilala pro thru text lang tska thru my friend mico nun ininterview nya sya as a birthday gift..hehehe..kilig!:) saya-saya! complete talaga araw ko nun!:) bangag ako kasi wala ako tulog pro oks lang! sulit grabe!!!!wwwwwaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!hehe..saya pag naaalala ko..love u guys!!!!!hehehe!:) sa uulitin..neil hindi ko pa sure makakapunta ko sa event ng RT may pasok kahiya umabsent mababa stats namin ngayon eh..next time promise!:) mishu as in kapal ng mukha kong sabihin un in your face e totoo naman e..hehehe.,..my gosh!!!!!! sige log in nako till next time!!!!!ROCK ON!!!!!:)

may second of two thousand and five, our poor whitey passed away. he was our dog for a long time at my grandmother's house in canlubang. this morning my lola called in to give the news but when my papa went there whitey officially died at around 1pm. actually he was already brownish not because he hadn't taken a bath for years but that was his fur's color, well we named him whitey because when he was a pup he was indeed in color white with brown colored feet that seems like his boots..hehe..well this may sound boring may be because you didn't even meet that dog and you can't relate to all the things i've experienced with that dog. somehow he was my confidante during my stay there in canlubang. i share stories with him i play with him when my brothers or cousins are not around and eventhough sometimes i torture or let's say plays trick on him that good 'ol dog was so patient and obedient to all i say, he knows who his "amo" is..hehehe..that's what i like about him, he was always there to listen to my senseless ideas or thoughts, a best friend indeed.:') now i miss that doggie..

i suddenly remembered my first ever and favorite dog "tisoy". he was like doggie but more accommodating and more intelligent, they say "turuan yan noh?" but no, we just talk to him like he was part of the family well yes he was,may be that's why he can easily grasps what we want him to do. maybe i was already 5 yrs old then when we had him as a puppie and he lived until i was around 5th grade or 6th..i can't remember..what i just remember are the moments spent with him,he was my buddy!:) the common thing between whitey and tisoy is their being "seloso" to other puppies they get sick whenever there is a new pup and if ever that pup didn't survive and dies they get well again..hehe..weirdos..:p

well at least they're in doggie heaven now..hope me too.. (well not in doggie heaven but with the real heaven for people...how will you know if you are already there and if it is the real thing? what do you think will it look like?)

today i caught a glimpse of zoolander in HBO again and i love this song from that movie hope you will like it too even just reading thru the lyrics..haay that's all for today..eventhough my day hasn't started yet...dang..my shift starts at 1am..well just have a swell day!:)

Title: He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother
Artist: Rufus Wainwright

The road is long with many a winding turn That leads us to who knows where Who knows where, who know where But I'm strong, strong enough to carry him He ain't heavy, he's my brother

So on we go, his welfare is of my concern No burden is he to bear, we'll get there For I know, he would not encumber me He ain't heavy, he's my brother
If I'm laden at all, I'm laden with sadness That everyone's heart isn't filled with gladness Of love for one another

It's a long, long road from which there is no return While we're on our way to there, why not share And the load doesn't weigh me down at all He ain't heavy, he's my brother

He's my brother He ain't heavy He's my brother He ain't heavy He's my brother

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lovelots,
-beck-

nothing.. i just want to greet myself & my batchmates at work HaPPY aNNIVERSaRY!!!!!
..grabe nakatagal tyo ng 1 taon!:)
thanks and Godbless to all of us :)

"the choice you make dictates the life you live" :)

Neon

by Sponge Cola

album: Palabas

your smile is gently freezing

snow throws it away

you're the laughter in my silence

the crow that keeps me awake

green towel less soft spoken

thoughts you never knew

the lies and empty promises

i gave them all to you

how does it feel?

how is it that i can't feel?

coz i, i need to know

coz i, i know i can never be enough

to replace your whatever

and i, i think it's shiny and blue

like a dance that see through

coz i, i know i can never be enough

to replace your whatever

now everything is silent,

everything is still without you near

everything about you

the world was something new

and i was there at the open

well just to be with you

but every time i see the shelter

every time i walk away

you're the laughter in my silence

the cold that feels my day

how does it feel?

How is it that i can't feel?

coz i, i need to know

coz i, i know I can never be enough

to replace your whatever

and i, i think it's shiny and blue

like a dance that see through

coz i, i know i can never be enough

to replace your whatever

now everything is silent,

and everything is still without you near

and every time i see you passing by

i just stand here waiting for you

and i will talk to myself

what a lazy sunday afternoon

and i'll still say that prayer for you

i'll be your everything, count on me

i'll try to be so perfect you'll see

but nothing can compare to you

whatever lies out there

there's no one here...

there's no one here...

*snif*

yahooo!!!!:) march 1st two thousand and five at around ten in the evening (actually it started around eight), i actually saw avril lavigne and some parts of simple plan's lived performance at fort bonifacio open field,taguig city manila!:) indeed it was a blessing in disguise!:)
my squishie winkie called up and invited me to join her to go to the concert because she got free tickets from her boss.:) how sweet! thanks!:) it was out of my to-do list already but guess what!hehe!:) thanks again squishie!:') it was very much appreciated..hihihi!:)
..she was cool and "honestly you promised me i never gonna saw you fake it,no,no,no..":) she did not lip sync it was real talent exposed to everyone. she has good voice (but once a while you could identify if she's exhausted or not), fine piano lessons with her and the best part and the one i truly envied about her is the way she slam the drums when simple plan did their version of "song 2" by blur.:) coolness!:)
..i guess that's about my little hangover with the bonez tour with avril and simple plan. "ang galing ninyo" rin...hehehe..'till next time!:)

lovelots,
-beck-