good morning! :)

obviously i'm happy today my dear 'ol bloggy..hehe...

i'm just so happy everything i wished to come is starting to shed its light on me..hahaha!:) ...i guess i'm just feeling a little bit excited about it..well i think i am over-exaggerating..did i spelled it right?;p

well the reason of my rejoicing is because of my confirmed and newly found inspiration at work....;)

every single day comes by and honestly its like dragging myself to come to work, and you know what?! next week our shift will be from 2am-11am! geez!!!! everybody's eating lunch already while us (my team mates in particular) jusat came out from work exhausted, wasted basically...
well i guess one way or another we deserve this because who else are making the stats? us of course!...well for me, it is just one of my unforgettable experiences here at work :)

...so back to my inspiration...;)

i don't know but maybe because i find him so amusing and the usual brother-like figure that i wish i have, makes me feel comfortable whenever i'm with him (as if we are always together,duh?!)
that's why i feel happy everytime i approach him to ask for assistance because i know he will be glad to assist me.:) (hihi!)
that is just one of my simple joys in life, to see him and to get a chance of talking to him.:)
...i wish our friendship will grow more than this....cause i really like him!
okay, i'm not thinking that there could be possibilities of us being u know what because that's impossible! what i'm asking is for us to be more than just co-workers, u know?!haaaaaaayyyyyyy.............

well, that's about my day dreaming...hope to see him everyday...because honestly, he is the only one whose keeping me interested to stay in here in this fucking business or corporate world dealing with these, whatever kinda persons!...hmp!

that's it!:)

lovelots,
-beck-

monday...another day at the office....honestly, i'm not that excited to go to work today....maybe because i have PMS today...hehehe...nope, maybe because of all the people to see early in my shift, why him?! shit!..he really makes my blood boils every time he talks to me...pls, i'm not in the mood to blabber around you?! can't he notice that i don't want to talk to him?! sheezz!!!!!..well, any way, apart from the eeky and hmp! things i am experiencing today, of course, i am not forgetting to look at the bright side of life, which is asking for assistance from somebody i am interrested to.:) he just looks like an older brother for me which is not bad, because that's what i long for being the eldest in the family..:( hehehe...he's so sweet and cool.thanks!:) (i guess his name is mark...) yup, we are not that close but as long as i'm here w/him in this building, i will make it a point to be nice to him..hehehe...whatever.:) wish me luck today!:) i do hope there would be no irate callers for today and no billing inquiries..plsss!!!!!:) thank you..:) God bless us all!:) rock on!:)lovelots,-beck-

a blessed and prosperous new year to all!:)

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) my! time flies so fast and that's the end of the year 2004...my gosh?! what have i done w/in the year 2004? where am i heading? what the heck!?! i'm already firm in my decicion for this coming year. think more positive things, make the best out of what i have, and stop regreting on something in the past already...now i'm ready to welcome 2005 with a blast!!!!:D

from Jobelle Magno:

To leave the old with a burst of song,

To recall the right and forgive the wrong,

To forget the thing that binds you fast,

To the vain regrets of the year that's past;

To have the strength to let go of your hold,

Of the not worth-while of the days grown old,

To dare to go forth with a purpose true,

To the unknown task of the year that's new;

To help your sister/brother along the road,

To her/his work and lift her/his load,

To add your gift to the world's good cheer,

Is to have and to give a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

wow! christmas once again...and you know what?! this is my first christmas away from home...:( badtrip kasi may work ako...:( well somehow for me, its a nice experience that once in my life i felt the loneliness of spending christmas like this... i had the chance to look back on the days i spent w/my family and realized how much i value them and how important they are to me that even sacrificing my own happiness would be just fine for their own sake...parang ganto un na feel ko nun first time akong mag dorm?!..as in kahit gustong gusto ko nang umuwi e hindi naman pwede?!..haaay whatever drama ko nanaman...wala lang share lang mga friends..:) enjoy celebrating christmas with your loved ones (speaking of "loved ones" kainis hindi ko nabuo simbang gabi!..my wish won't come true..i guess, its really never meant for me :c)of course remember the true meaning of the season, so...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!:)

that's all for now...

lovelots,

-beck-

COHEED AND CAMBRIA LYRICS
"A Favor House Atlantic" Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could Recall the moments that once have Retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor I wouldn't ask this of you Good eye, sniper I shoot, you run The words you scribbled on the walls With the loss of friends you didn't have I called you and the time is right Are you in or are you out? For them all to know the end of us all Run quick, they're behind us Didn't think we'd ever make it This close to safety in one piece Now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe Save us from sleep and what we are Good eye, sniper Now I shoot, you run The words you scribbled on the walls With the loss of friends you didn't have I called you and the time is right Are you in or are you out? For them all to know the end of us all Bye bye beautiful Don't bother to write Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars Face step, let down. Face step, step down. The words you scribbled on the walls With the loss of friends you didn't have I called you and the time is right Are you in or are you out? For them all to know Bye bye beautiful Don't bother to write Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars Face step, let down. Face step, step down. Bye bye beautiful Don't bother to write Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars Face step, let down. Face step, step down. Bye bye beautiful Don't bother to write Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars Face step, let down. Face step, step down.

THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH LYRICS
"This Is A Call" She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong, but she still sleeps with herlight on, and she acts like It's all right on, as she smiles again her mother lies there sickwith cancer, and her friends don't understand her, she's a question without answers, who feelslike falling apart. She knows, she's so much more than worthless, but she needs to find herpurpose, she wonders what she did to deserve this and..She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, Ireach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm askingyou, to show me what this life is all about.He tells everyone a story, because he feels his life is boring, and he fights so you won'tignore him, because that's his biggest fear, and he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it. Heloves, but he's scared to use it. So he hides behind the music, cause he likes it that way. Heknows, He's so much more than worthless, he needs to find the surface, because he's starting toget nervous. He's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, Ireach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm askingyou, to show me what this life is all about.Have you ever felt this way before? 'cause I don't wanna hide here anymore. Take me to placewhere nothing's wrong and thanks for coming, shut the door. They say someone out there sees us,Well if you're real then save me Jesus, cause I've been here for far too long. I wasn't meantto feel alone.And now I'm calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, 'Cause everytime I falldown, I reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'masking you, to show me what this life is all about.Show me what this life is all aboutShow me what this life is all about

(this is the song for myself at the moment..:p) ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the winners are ...*drumroll*

Best New Artist: ORANGE AND LEMONS

Producer of the Year: SANDWICH for indie release "Thanks for the Moon's Gravitational Pull"

Best Album Packaging: NOVENA by Slapshock

Best Rock Video: ASTRO by Radioactive Sago Project

Rising Sun Award (new award): SPONGE COLA

Drummer of the Year: VIC MERCADO of Bamboo

Bassist of the Year: BUDDY ZABALA of Cambio & Twisted Halo

Guitarist of the Year: JEROME VELASCO of The Mongols

Vocalist of the Year: BAMBOO MANALAC of Bamboo

Female Rock Icon (new award): CYNTHIA ALEXANDER

In the Raw Award: THE LATE ISABEL

Hall of Fame Inductees: THE JERKS

Listener's Choice: BAMBOO

Album of the Year: INFLUENCE by Urbandub

Song of the Year: NOYPI by Bamboo

Artist of the Year: BAMBOO!!!!!!!!!! (got teary-eyed while they were performing on stage for their finale..*tears of joy*)

Dec. 26, mtv channel 41 premier night of the nu107 rock awards 2004! 9pm

see you all there on december 2,2004 at the world trade center!yeepee!!!!!!!!!!! i'm excited..i just found out that the barbs will be there..sabi ni francis brew eh..any way basta dun naman mga pambato kong sina bamboo, orange and lemons and 6cyclemind..mas astig!:) damn, with or without somebody who will accompany me, pupunta pa rin ako!!!!sssssssssshhhhhhhhhh..........:p see yah!:) ...around 6pm? gate opens at 5:30pm..;)

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty landI knew the pathway like the back of my handI felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me inI'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen treeI felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love?Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know?

Radiation Vibe (Chris Collingwood/Adam Schlesinger) Recorded by Fountains of Wayne, 1996

Intro:

A chord w/ this riff (4x):

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--2---4---2---h4---s6---6---4---2-------
--0---0---0----0----0---0---0---0-------
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A
Are you alone now did you lose the monkey
D A
He gave you backaches and now you slouch
A
He didn't mean it he's just a dumb ape
D A
Reading Playboy on your couch
D
And now it's time to say
E
What I forgot to say
A F#m
Baby, baby, baby, C'mon what's wrong
A D E
It's a Radiation Vibe I'm groovin' on
A E D
Don't it make you wanna get some sun
E6 E E6 E E6 E
Shine on, shine on, shine on

Repeat Intro w/Shaft-style wah-wah Verse II:

I went to Pittsburgh and joined a pro team Talk about a bad dream I broke my knee But I can still croon and make the girls swoon Isn't that the way life's supposed to be And now it's time to say what I forgot to say

Chorus II:
Baby, baby, baby, C'mon what's wrong It's a Radiation Vibe I'm groovin' on Don't it make you wanna get some sun Shine on, shine on, shine on

E6 E E6 E E6 E
Shine on, shine on, shine ooooon

1/2 verse with "Doo doo doo doo" vocals

And now it's time to say what I forgot to say

Repeat chorus I and II, end on A (let it ring)

Tab/Chord interpretation by Craig Carlson
email with corrections etc: ccarlson@valsmtp.riag.com

* sowee for the inconvenience...the chords can't be put in the right position..hehe. :)

THESE DAYS

by Bamboo

these days

i seem to find

a million reasons to sit around and waste my mind

know what's being said and that's all fine

you tell me to get a life

do you understand the weight of that line?

take me for all I am

chorus:

coz I can find

my own way

big date tonight

there's no tomorrow

so let's leave it on the line

coz there's time

it's not too late

to change direction

turn your head son

so let's leave it on the line

there's something within

that's telling me that I'm just playing it too cool

i could pretty much lose everything

i never had an apple that tasted so... so sweet

given the chance, the choice

take me for all I am

(repeat chorus)

today...

i am free

free to fly

free to be what they tell me I cannot be

happy birthday to me

(repeat chorus)

is this the light at the end?

where the picture is clearer, the reception is warmer

is this the light at the end?

you're looking lot better we're happy to see ya

is this the light at the end?

you got what you came for you know where to find the door

is this the light at the end?

where the woman are hot but the beer's a lot colder

is this the light at the end?

yo momma's looking good what she doing for dinner?

is this the light at the end?

if yo momma's busy does she have a younger sister?

is this the light at the end?

you got what you came for you know where to find the door

is this the light at the end?

you know I woke up to a beautiful morning till you showed up

nauseous I was to see you standing there in my presence

but it was alright coz I'm not about to fight

when this bird wants to sing

i'll sing
gunpoint that suppose to scare me into submissiona slave to your will, fear, greed and ambition

but I'm not game...i'm not game to your flame

there's no discussion

i will fight to the end... fighter...

Anthem Of Our Dying Day

by Story Of The Year

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were hear
I swear I wont miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Our dying day
Of our dying!!!

Dare You To Move :: Switchfoot

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here, everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next? What happens next?
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move
Like today never happened,
today never happened before...

Welcome to the fall out,
Welcome to existence,
Redemption is here, redemption is here,
Between who you are and who you could be,
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move
Like today never happened,
today never happened...

Maybe redemption has stories to tell,
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell,
Where can you run to escape from yourself
Where are you gonna go?
Where are you gonna go?
Salvation is here...

I dare you to move,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move
Like today never happened,
today never happened,
today never happened,
today never happened before...

i just need something to uplift my spirit back to normal..when life was just fine, smooth flowing and relaxing, inspite of the pressures that surround me before...
...now i know how it feels like to be in the "real" sense of the world..and it so damn, difficult...i think this is what you call "burnout"?! fuck!...zzzzzzzzz...

so here's something to, in a way, booze my morale...i hope yours too :) (specially w/the ladies out there..go gurl!:p)

1. Never apologize for pursuing what makes you happy. Even if you need to quit your job, transfer schools, or move across country, always do what you really want.
2. Never apologize for using proper English. Keeping it real doesn't mean speaking Ebonics.
3. Never apologize for giving your best in a relationship that just didn't work out.
4. Never apologize for being successful. Only haters want to keep you at their level.
5. Never apologize for crying. Wear waterproof mascara and express yourself.
6. Never apologize for ten pounds you need to lose. People who truly care about you will accept you as you are.
7. Never apologize for being frugal. Just because you save your money instead of blowing it on the latest fashion emergency doesn't mean you're cheap.
8. Don't apologize for being a single mom. Babies are a blessing.
9. Never apologize for treating yourself to something special.Sometimes you have to show yourself some appreciation.
10. Never apologize for leaving an abusive relationship. Your safety should always be a priority.
11. Never apologize for keeping the ring even if wedding bells won't chime.
12. Never apologize for setting high standards in a relationship. You know what you can tolerate and what simply gets on your nerves.
13. Never apologize for saying NO.
14. Never apologize for asking for what you want in bed. If you don't, then who will?
15. Never apologize for wearing a weave. You bought it so it's yours.
16. Never apologize to your new friends about old friends. There's a reason she's been your girl from day one.
17. Never apologize for ordering dessert. Or more than one dessert.
18. Never apologize for dating outside your race. Just because you found Mr. Right across the color line doesn't mean you don't love your brothas.
19 . Never apologize for not knowing how to cook. Even if you can't burn like Grandma you know how to order good take out.
20 . Never apologize for your taste in clothes. It's your style.
2 1 . Never apologize for changing your mind
22 . Never apologize for exercising your right to choose. It's your body and your right.
23. Never apologize for making more money than your man, you work hard and you deserve to get paid.
24. Never apologize for being you!

"KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD" :)

...wala lang..naiiyak ako kasi right now "the reason" by hoobastank is being played thru mtv.

..i just remembered what it feels like when i was at the concert last aug.17, 2004, at FAT, CCP Complex.:)

yup! i was able to go!:) swerte! nanalo daw ako sabi ng smart because nag-download ako ng ringtone e hindi ko naman natanggap?!hehehe...

plus! me meet and greet backstage pass pa ko nun!hahaha!:) kakaiba talaga...

i've been a 2-time loser when i joined the contest of incubus and lp as desperate ako nun to have those passes then now, effortless, i got it!:) thanks jesus!hehee.:) i'm happy and no regrets for attending the event.:) though dami naapektuhan..

i'm sorry but its over now...haaayy..drama...

that's all for now na nga lang...*snif*

indeed....

"the choice you make dictates the life you live"

this is just a fast one...just wanna post the lyrics of my favorite songs from the band called "Dishwalla"...well, in case there is somebody who's planning to treat me..(i hope so..Ü) pls just give me a copy of their album entitled "opaline".Ü (well,if you wanted you could also give me the 1st album up to the latest!so all in all, 3 albums!hehe.Ü) thanks!hehe.Ü these are the songs which keep me alive, alert, awake and enthusiastic every single damn day!Ü ..you know, even you lack sleep.Ü enjoy singing along!Ü


Every Little Thing :: DISHWALLA

Let me in

to see you in the morning light

to get me on and all along the tears they come

see all come

I want you to believe in life

but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away

will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be

every little thing you wanted

all the time

I wish I could be

every little thing you wanted

all the time

some times

lift me up just lift me up don't make a sound

and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground

see all come

you say your all right

but I get the strangest feeling

that you've gone away- you've gone away

and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted

all the time

I wish I could be

every little thing you wanted

all the time

some times

Don't give me up

don't give me up tonight

or soon nothing will be right at all

salvation

will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted

Angels Or Devils :: DISHWALLA

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Charlie Brown's Parents :: Dishwalla

I can't hear
What you're saying
What you're doing to me
Can't you see
It would take the jaws of
Life to pry open your words...
So pry open your words

I don't want to talk about Elvis
No I don't want
To go on pretending
Because it feels like I'm talking to
Talking to Charlie Brown's Parents
It feels like I'm talking to
A lonely man without a vision
Stuffed his mouth with indecision
Why he's a lonely man without a vision
Stuffed his mouth with indecision
Ooh

Cause I can't hear
What you're saying
What you're doing to me
Can't you see
It would take the jaws of
Life to pry open your words

I don't want to talk about Jesus
And I don't want to go on converting, no
Because it feels like I'm talking to
Talking to Charlie Brown's Parents
It feels like I'm talking to
A lonely man without a vision
Stuffed his mouth with indecision
Why he's a lonely man without a vision
Stuffed his mouth with indecision
Ooh

Why he's a lonely man without a vision
Stuffed his mouth with indecision (2x)

Cause I can't hear
What you're saying
What you're doing to me
Can't you see
It would take the jaws of
Life to pry open your words (repeat)

Counting Blue Cars :: Dishwalla

Must of been mid afternoon
I could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out and
He walked with a purpose
In his sneakers, down the street
He had, many questions
Like children often do
He said,
Tell me all your thoughts on God
Tell me am I very far?

Must of been late afternoon
On our way the sun broke free of the clouds
We count only blue cars
Skip the cracks, in the street
And ask many questions
Like children often do
We said,
Tell me all your thoughts on God
'Cause I would really like to meet her.
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God,
Cause I am on my way to see her.
So tell me am I very far -
Am I very far now?

Its getting cold picked up the pace
How our shoes make hard noises in this place
Our clothes are stained
We pass many, cross eyed people
And ask many questions
Like children often do

Tell me all your thoughts on God
'Cause I would really like to meet her.
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God?
'Cause I am on my way to see her.
So tell me am I very far?
Am I very far now
Am I very far now
Am I very far now

Somewhere in the middle : Dishwalla

I was out the other day
and I saw you in your big black car
and I was waving as you were passing
cause I know who you are
you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
did you think for second I would not realize

tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
cause I'm somewhere in the middle of this

I was out the other night
and I saw you so we had a fight
it was late and I was lonely
and its such a long way home
so I asked you if you'd join me
for a single last call drink
so you turned and bought us 2
and you didn't even blink
you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
when you drink it makes you angry
when I drink I want you more and more and more

tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
and I'm somewhere in the middle of this

well I find it hard
I always tried to find the sane life
but I don't like the way things are
and I keep falling to my knees
somewhere in the middle of this

"the choice we make dictates the life we live"Ü

A Tale of Two Friends


> A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During
some
> point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the
other
> one in the face.
>
> The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in
the
> sand:
>
> TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
>
> They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to
take a
> bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started
drowning,
> but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he
wrote
> on a stone:
>
> TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.
>
> The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him,
> "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone,
> why?" The other friend replied "When someone hurts us we should write it
down
> in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone
does
> something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can
ever
> erase it."
>
> LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN
STONE.
>
> They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
> an hour to appreciate them,
> a day to love them,
> but then an entire life to forget them.
>
> Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget. It's a short message
to
> let them know that you'll never forget them.
>
> Do not value the THINGS you have in your life..
> But value WHO you have in your life!

..oohhh...Ü

Why Women Cry

Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,
"And you never will, but that's O.K.".......

Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".
"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say......

The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered......

"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders
strong enough to carry
the weight of the world, yet,
made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...

I gave her the inner strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times will come
even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness
that allows her
to keep going and take care
of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without
complaining....

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all
circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....

She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults
and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him
unfalteringly....

For all of this hard work,
I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use
whenever needed and !
it is her only weakness....
When you see her cry,
tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though
she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

She is special!
Please send this to women you know, and those with mothers,
sisters, and special women in their lives.

But, also send this to men so they will understand about what a
wonderful thing a woman is.

Each day is a mountain that must be climbed; with courage each step
gets easier.Ü

Hello!

"...busy ka? naku mukha nga... tagal na natin di
nagkikita... tagal mo na ako di dinadalaw... alam mo
miss na kita...


o sino yang nagtext sa iyo?... buti pa sa kanya
nakapagreply ka agad... napansin ko ang dami mong
ginagawa talaga... ang dami mo ring things to do
diyan sa planner mo ah!


mapangarap ka talaga noh?... ang dami mong plano.
nakakatuwa naman na malaman yan. kasama ba ako sa
plano mo? ano? naku di ka agad makasagot...
sige okay lang alam ko naman kung ano talaga sagot
mo...


nakita kita nung Friday, aga mo umalis sa office.
alam mo ba, ang akala ko pupuntahan mo ako.
ooppss! hindi pala! TGIF (THANK God its Friday) pala
kayo ng mga friends mo.


umaga ka na nakauwi ah? naghintay ako sa'yo.
pagpasok mo sa kuwarto mo, di mo ako napansin...
haaay! kawawa ka naman siguradong kinabukasan
masakit ang ulo mo, tanghali ka na gigising...


Ang dami mong lakad, naghihintay ako na tayo naman
ang maging magkasama kaya lang sa dami ng schedules
mo sa trabaho at sa labas ng office parang malabo
talaga...


O sige na, balik ka na sa work mo. i might be eating
too much of your time maging dahilan pa ako para
masira ang plano mo sa araw na ito...


gusto ko lang sabihin sa'yo na nandito lang ako
kapag kailangan mo ako...pag hindi ka na busy.
totoo yon! walang biro! ayaw mong maniwala?
Ganon kita kamahal kasi! ayaw mo pa ring maniwala?


Haaay! remember this, kahit singit lang ako lagi sa
buhay mo, kahit biglaan mo lang na natatawag ako
dahil nagulat ka, nasaktan ka, nauntog ka o dahil
part ang pangalan ko nung binabasa mo sa text, you
will be in my heart always...


trial after trial isipin mo kasama mo ako na
lumalakad, hindi man sa buhangin, kasama mo pa rin
ako... sa lahat plano mo , kahit hindi mo ako kasama
i would like you to know that i am the one
perfecting it... para mas maging masaya ka...


minsan tayo naman ang mag-usap ha? minsan ako naman
ang dalawin mo... miss na talaga kita eh... sa akin
hindi ka singit lang..."


JESUS

Paki forward ha para naman malaman ng iba kung gaano
ako kapanabik sa kanila... pero paki tanggal yung
name ng nag-forward sayo...


I KNOW YOU WILL RESPOND!

What if God couldn't take the time to bless us
today because we couldn't take the time to
thank Him yesterday?

What if God decided to stop leading us tomorrow
because we didn't follow Him today?

What if we never saw another flower bloom
because we grumbled when God sent the Rain?

What if God didn't walk with us today because
we failed to recognize it as His day?

What if, God took away the Bible tomorrow
because we would not read it today?

What if, God took away His message because
we failed to listen to the messenger?

THINK ABOUT THIS ONE........

What if, God didn't send His only begotten Son
because He wanted us to be prepared to pay the
price for sin.

What if, the door of the church was closed
because we did not open the door of our heart?

What if, God stopped loving and caring for us
because we failed to love and care for others?

What if, God would not hear us today because
we would not listen to Him?

What if, God answered our prayers the way we
answer His call to service?

What if, God met our needs the way we give Him
our lives???

What if, We failed to send this message on??

THIS IS A SIMPLE TEST....... If you love Jesus,
send this to people you know .....

Author : Female unknown.

>
>
>My husband was an engineer. Since I met him, he was always an
unflappable
>rock in my life. I knew he always had his feet firmly planted on the
>ground, and it seemed that no matter what else went crazy, he would
be the
>one constant.
>
>
>Three years of romance, and two years of marriage later, I got
tired. He
>was the most unromantic man I know. He never bought me flowers, he
never
>surprised me, and nothing changed in our marriage.
>
>
>After some time, I finally found the courage to tell him that I
wanted to
>leave him. He just sat there, speechless. My heart froze... what
kind of
>man was I married to that didn't even know what to say to make me
stay?
>
>
>After a while, he spoke, "What can I do to change your mind?". "I
will
>stay if you can give me a good answer to this question," I replied
coldly.
>"If I asked for a flower that grew on a cliff, and you knew that
getting
>it for me means certain death, would you get it for me?". His face
grew
>troubled. "Can I give you an answer tomorrow morning?" he asked.
Hearing
>that kind of answer, my heart died. I knew that I could never be
happy
>with a man who couldn't even give me a answer straight away.
>
>
>The next morning, when I woke up, he was missing. In the living
room,
>under a warm glass of milk, was a note. My eyes grew misty as I read
it...
>
>
>"Dear, I have my answer. I will never pick the flower for you if it
meant
>certain death. But before you leave, I hope you can give me a chance
to
>give you my reasons....
>
>
>You will always sit in front of the?computer and type about for the
whole
>day, but every time you will end up in tears cause your formatting
will
>always go all over the place... I need my fingers, to do the
formatting
>for you, so your tears will become smiles.
>
>
>You like to travel, but would always get lost... I need my eyes, so
that I
>can bring you to the nicest places on earth.
>
>
>Every time you leave the house, you would always forget your keys...
I
>need my legs, so that I can run home to open the door for you.
>
>
>You never knew how to take care of yourself... I need my hands to
help you
>to trim your nails, to feed you.
>
>
>So you see, that's why I can't pick the flower for you. Until I find
>someone who loves you more than I do, I will need my body to take
care of
>you.
>
>
>If you accept my reasons, then open the door, where I will be
waiting with
>your favorite muffin."
>
>
>With tears streaming from my eyes, I opened the door, and there he
stood,
>with a extremely worried look on his face. He still had nothing to
say,
>but just stood there waving the packet he had in his hand in front
of me.
>And then I knew for a fact that I will never find another man who
will
>ever love me as much as he does.
>
>
>
>
>
>Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't
>mean that they don't love you with all they have..


...hmm...you got a point there huh...*still pondering on that thought*...

SHARING TIME!!!!!!!!!!Ü

Kakauwi ko lang from school. Pag uwi sobrang
> >pagod. Binaba ko bag ko at nahiga sa sofa. Sarap
> >ng pakiramdam ng mapahinga. Matagal akong
> >nakahiga nang di ko namalayan na nakakatulog
> >na pala ko. Biglang nagvibrate ang celfon ko. I
> >checked kung sino. I opened my inbox---
> >
> >
> > "misan akala mo nasasayo na ang lahat
> >
> > pag nasayo na ang taong mahal mo.
> >
> > Pro lahat na nga ba?
> >
> > Gano ka kasigurado na iyo na sya
> >
> > Habang buhay? Kaya ngyn plng alagaan mo na
> >
> > Habang nandyan pa!"
> >
> >
> >
> > Sender:
> >
> > BaBy koH
> >
> >
> >
> >It's a usual quote coming from my girlfriend.
> >Dahil sa antok ko, di ko na nireplyan. Again my
> >cell vibrated. 1 message received---
> >
> >
> >
> > "nVr hold in2 smtnG too TyT..
> >
> > Cz smWer N d MiddLe U
> >
> > MyT Lus heR. Dnt put UrseLf in2
> >
> > smTng U knW U cnT Let Go.."
> >
> >
> >
> > Sender:
> >
> > BaBy koH
> >
> >
> >
> >Naku naman pagod na pagod ako so tinuloy ko na
> >ang pagtulog ko. Hindi ko na maintindihan ang
> >sense ng message niya dahil sa antok so pano pa
> >ko magrereply? Again nagvibrate nanaman
> >pero di ko n pinansin pro ayan nanaman. 2
> >messages received---
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > First message:
> >
> >
> >
> > "I jst wnt u to knw dt I love u&evn
> >
> > God takes me away from you
> >
> > It wont change.You own my heart
> >
> > Till d very last breath il take."
> >
> >
> >
> > Sender:
> >
> > BaBy koH
> >
> >
> >
> >Pinatay ko na ang cell ko ng hindi binabasa ang
> >isa pang message. Kaya natulog na lang ako ulit.
> >Paggising ko wala na kong battery so I charged
> >my cell and I tried calling her with my
> >landline. I tried 5x kakatawag pero wala
> >talagang sumasagot. After 30 minutes my landline
> >rang. Sister ni Maila(baby koh), so I asked
> >her "bakit walang tao sa bahay niyo?" Di siya
> >sumagot.Umiiyak siya. So I asked: "bakit? Ano
> >nangyari?" Biglang may naghello, ang dad nila ni
> >Maila pala, so I asked "Tito ano po nangyayari?"
> >Sinabi niya sakin ng walang pagaalinlangan---
> >
> >
> >
> >"Umalis kami nanood kami ng sine. Nagpaiwan si
> >Maila dahil ang sabi iya pupunta ka daw dito sa
> >bahay. Hihintayin ka daw niya. Dahil sa sinabi
> >niya iniwan namin siya....."
> >
> >
> >
> >Nagulat ako sa sinabi ni tito. Ngayon ko lang
> >naalala na pupuntahan ko nga pala siya. Hindi
> >ako nakapagsalita dahil bigla na akong
> >kinabahan. Tinuloy ni tito ang pagsasalita---
> >
> >
> >
> >"pagdating namin nakita nalang namin siya na
> >patay na. Sinaksak siya ng mga nanloob sa bahay
> >namin. Wala na siya."
> >
> >
> >
> >Nagblanko ang paningin ko pati na rin ang
> >pagiisip ko.
> >
> >
> >
> >"Di ka kasi pumunta. Inuna mo ang kung ano anong
> >mga bagay.Di mo man lang siya naisip."
> >
> >
> >Di ko alam kung sino ang nagsasalita konsensya
> >ko ba to o ang daddy niya?! Do ko na alam ang
> >nangyayari sakin.
> >
> >
> >P******** nawala na sakin ang mahal ko!!!!
> >
> >
> >
> >Di ko alam kung sa anong dahilan pero binuksan
> >ko ang cellphone ko na 5 oras na plang
> >nakacharge. Ang message nya na hindi ko binasa
> >nandun pa rin. Hindi ko alam kung bubuksan ko pa
> >o hindi but still binuksan ko na rin---
> >
> >
> >
> > "BY TULNGAN M KO
> >
> > PAPATAYN NLA KO!!!"
> >
> >
> > Sender:
> >
> > BaBy koH
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >Di ako makapunta sa bahay nila dahil sa hiya. Di
> >ko man lang madalaw siya dahil di ko matanggap
> >sa sarili ko na makikta ko siyang nakahiga na.
> >Di ko maisip na wala na ang taong
> >pinakamamahal ko. Di ko matanggap na ng dahil
> >sakin kaya nagkaganon siya. Ano pang
> >silbi ng mga sinabi ko sa kanya noon na
> >hindinghindi ko siya iiwan......Na hindi ko siya
> >pababayaan..na hingding hindi siya magiisa...Ano
> >na nangyari sa mga sinabi ko sa kanya??...
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > Wala na siya....
> >
> >
> >
> > Wala na ang taong bumuo ng buhay ko...
> >
> > Wala na....
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >LESSON 4 TODAY : ALWAYS READ YOUR TEXT MESSAGES !!
> > EVEN AT MIDNIGHT !!!
>NEVER
>IGNORE IT...