Saturday, December 20, 2003

hey everybody!!!!

advance merry christmas to all!!!

and a prosperous new year too!!! :)

.... i know there are lots of things i haven't shared with you from the past months. i am really just been busy doing school works, and those things matter most this time as i speak!:) ...or else i'm a dead...pig?!hehehe...

i promise to you guys i'll get back on you soon for more updates...

well, that's all for now, i'll just upload new photos for you to have a glimpse of what i'm about to say...;)

merry christmas and a happy new year!!!!! c",)

God bless!:)

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

HEAR YE! HEAR YE!

St. Paul College of Manila
AB Communication Arts
presents

RED HOT EVENT ABCA PAINTS THE TOWN RED
@ Ratsky's Malate
6:00 pm
December 16, 2003

For more details contact CHIZ through 09174489759

Tickets are available at the CA office of St. Paul College of Manila

THANK YOU! SEE YOU ALL THERE!(",)



Monday, December 01, 2003

...i just have nothing to post...hehe...the "photographs" from our retreat last November 13-15, 2003 will be uploaded ...soon! ...hang on!hehehe c",) oh! by the way, i'm not really bitter ok?!hehehe...enjoy! ...shocks! it's already December! ...Christmas is in the air!...hmmmmm!(",)
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Ngayon taong 2003, bente na ako. Shiyet.

Ang edad na twenty ay wala nang kakabit na teen sa dulo. Ibig sabihin, konti na lang ang mga nalalabing araw ko bago tuluyang magpaalam sa mundo ng pagiging teenager.

Matanda na ako pero hanggang ngayon e aktibong miyembro pa rin ako ng batikang Alyansang Alpha No Papa. Nakngtokwa.

Bakit ko ba naiisip 'to ngayon?

Hay, paano kasi, lahat ng miyembro ng alyansa e ngayo’y attached na.

Ewan ko ba kung anong sa may demonyo ang taong ito at sunud-sunod na nagsulputan ang mga mag-syota.

Pakiramdam ko tuloy e ako na lang ang single.

Kumbaga sa Sunken Garden, ako yung puno ng niyog: nag-iisa at out of place.

Nung nakaraang taon lang, lahat ng kakilala ko e nagkakaisa sa aming alyansa: asiwa sa mga love songs, namimintas ng mga pangit na jowa, nandidiri sa mga nagho-holding hands, pinagtatawanan ang mga nagkakandungan, galit sa mga harapang nagp-PDA, asar sa mga laging nagde-date, nagwewelga laban sa mga love quotes sa text, at higit sa lahat e panatag ang loob na ang iba, tulad namin, ay talagang "meant to be alone".

Masaya kaming lahat dahil alam naming mas maganda ang manatiling single.

Ohbutgoodnessgraciousgreatballsoffire! Nagulat na lang ako nang minsan ay ang dating kantang-kanta sa Love Song for No One e ngayo'y adik na sa Your Body is a Wonderland!

Kala ko naman isa lang siyang tumiwalag sa alyansa.

But no! Yung todo lait sa may mga pangit na boyfriend e sinusundo na bigla ng lalakeng gumwapo lang ng konti kay Bentong.

At aba, ang malapit kong kaibigan naman e napapasma na ang kamay sa kaka-HHWW o holding hands while walking.

Kagulat-gulat din nung namataan ko yung dalawa kong orgmates na nagkakandungan sa Track Oval.

Heto pa, pagdating ko sa tambayan kamakailan lang e may bumulaga namang bagong loveteam na parehong freshie lang at sila'y kuntodo PDA!

Kung 'di ba naman minalas e yung lagi kong kasabay umuwi e inanod na sa Manila Bay para makipag-date sa Luneta.

Nang nabasa ko naman ang cellphone nung isa e may “Love is like a rosary, it has many mysteries” pa siyang naka-save!

Yung pasimuno ng churee (theory) na "some are meant to be alone" e nakahanap na raw ngayon ng "da wan".

Ultimo yung kaibigan kong vaklah e kinabog ako dahil may dalawa, hindi isa kundi dalawang papa na siya!

Walang patawad talaga, pagka-uwi ko ng bahay e nagpaalam yung katulong namin at magpapakasal na raw sila ng kanyang "syutang si Rechard".

Chakafez kayong lahat!!! Mga traydor! Iwan daw ba ko??? Hmph, kebs ko sa inyo!
Mga hayup.

E ano naman ang mapapala ninyo sa pagiging in love? Wala!

Ang mga mag-boyfriend, maliit na mga bagay lang, wala na.

Na-late lang sandali, away na.

Nanood lang ng sine kasama ang ibang kaibigan, away na.

Hindi lang masundo, away na.

Nakalimutan lang mag-miss call, away na.

Nagsuot lang ng spaghetti straps, away na.

Hindi lang makalabas dahil may exam, away na.

E ano pa kaya kung ang isyu e mga ex, mga dating manliligaw, mga crush, at kung anu-ano pa?! Warla!

Ang mahal pa ng presyo ng pagiging attached.

Lunch sa school, gastos.

Date, gastos.

Gasolina, gastos.

Birthday niya, gastos.

Birthday ng nanay niya, gastos.

Birthday ng tatay niya, gastos.

Birthday ng kapatid niya, gastos.

Anniversary, gastos.

Monthsary, gastos.

Weeksary, gastos.

Christmas, gastos.

New Year, gastos.

Pagdating ng Valentine's Day, daig mo pa ang naholdap. Gastos!

Pag-taken ka na, wala ka nang panahon.

Sa org mo, wala ka nang oras.

Sa pamilya mo, wala ka nang oras.

Sa pag-aaral mo, wala ka nang oras.

Sa pakikipagsalamuha sa iba mong mga kaibigan, wala ka nang oras.

Sa pagdalo sa iba't-ibang okasyon, wala ka nang oras.

Parang ang bilis lagi ng araw dahil laging kailangang pagtuunan mo ng panahon ang boyfriend o girlfriend mo at wala ka nang magawang iba. Pang-ubos oras!

O kita ninyo, ang pagiging attached e maraming masaklap na kalalabasan!

Lagi ka nang mapapa-away, laging walang pera, at lagi ka pang uhaw sa oras para sa ibang bagay lalo na para sa sarili mo!

Walang magandang maidudulot ang pagiging in love.

Hokeipayn... siguro meron pero konti lang.

Kapag pagod ka galing sa school, may magtatanggal ng stress mo.

Kapag nalulungkot ka, may magpapasaya sa'yo.

Kapag napupuno ka na sa dami ng pressure sa buhay mo, may magsasabing okay lang yan.

Kapag galit ka na sa mundo, may magpapakalma sa'yo.

Kapag naubusan ka na ng pre-paid internet card, may ka-chat ka sa telepono.

Kapag hindi ka masundo ng tatay mo, may mag-uuwi sa'yo sa bahay.

Kapag may bagong palabas sa sine, makakanood ka agad at hindi ka mabubulok na Spiderman pa rin ang huli mong napanood.

Kapag nagkaroon uli ng show si Rex Navarete sa UP, may ka-date ka na at hindi ka isang hamak na third wheel.

Kapag pinalabas uli sa Film Center ang In the Mood for Love e in the mood ka talaga.

Kapag dumating ang Stephen Speaks sa UP, alam mong ang Passenger Seat ay kanta ng boyfriend mo sa'yo at hindi ng kung sinong manyak na driver sa nasakyan mong ikot kaninang umaga.

Kapag inabot ka ng gabi sa UP, boyfriend mo ang kasama mong tumingin sa mga tala
at hindi ang iyong mga barkadang bakla na naghahanap ng mga nagmimilagro sa
Sunken.

Kapag may roses ka, alam ng mga taong galing yun sa boyps mo at hindi sa tumakbo sa Oblation Run.

Kapag may family reunion, hindi ka pagkakamalang tomboy ng mga kamag-anak mo at hindi ka bibigyan ng aginaldo para bumili ng make-up para daw may magkagusto sa'yo dahil mukhang mauunahan ka na ng kapatid mong grade 6.

Kapag nagkita-kita kayo ng mga haliparot mong high school classmates e totoong lalake ang iku-kuwento mo at hindi ang naguumapaw na listahan ng mga kumare mong bakla.

Hindi mo na pro-problemahin ang katorpehan female version dahil taken ka naman.

Kapag may kumakalat na chismis na patay-na-patay ka raw sa isang lalake sa UP e hindi ka na mababahala tutal kayo na at siya ang patay-na-patay sa'yo.

At higit sa lahat, hindi ka bitter ocampo.

Hasus! Sinong bitter? Sino? Sino, sino, sino ang bitter?!?! Ewan ko sa inyo, basta hindi ako yun. Hindi ako bitter, hindi, hindi, hindi!!! Ang kulit ha! Sabi nang hindi!

Nasabi ko na bang hindi ako bitter?

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

"Describe yourself?"

...This is one of the hardest questions I've ever encountered. Its really hard to describe ones self because you only see what you know who you really are but what about the other's point of view about you? I ask some of my closest friends to define me, hehehe! And here's what they had commented about me! (",)

Winkie
She maybe wearing a happy mask but behind it is a young lass who wanted to get out of her shell, proving that she can stand alone and old enough to handle herself. Beck is a type of person who seldom talk about her problems. She preferred keeping it to herself -- A PRIVATE PERSON-- that is! She's one of the radical mover and liberalistic lady who wanted to transform the world with her weird ideology! She's also sweet, TOTALLY: caring and thoughtful friend! She's an adventurous person! She likes suppressing her feelings because she doesn't want to get hurt--"Pathetic" that is! Paradoxical with her being adventurous hehehe! She's an "old guy magnet" but she made it clear that she preferred either oldie as well as youngster as long as he can handle this gurl! Love you Squishy!

Jomai
She's one crazy girl who can drive you nuts!=) Sweet, caring, thoughtful, a friend you can surely rely on. The best production assistant on the face of the earth!!! A "big guy" magnet.=)

Grace
A day wouldn't be complete without seeing Beck smile. She has gotten the most contagious laugh in the world. But behind that jolly facade lies a sensitive heart and sentimental spirit.

Diana Joy
Buwahahahaha! The gurl with the prettiest (and biggest) smile in the world (with a loud sound). I wonder if "hindi nangangawit ang panga nya!" She is the walking National Bookstore of the class. NBSB yet soooooh attractive especially to ----. The cramming diva, and she's a.k.a. cyber Beck! She can stay in front of the computer for hours! She's the most cheerful yet the most deadly pag nabadtrip!

Monette
"Beck and her laughters make my day!" She is my practicum-partner, and I came to know her more as a friend and as a "future professional" because of that. Although she's kinda late sometimes (sleepy-head!!), she is responsible though. You can count on her when you're broke.. believe me!! She is a family-oriented gurl. She is resourceful at the same time. (Take note, she can re-use even 70's stuffs!!!) =p Above all, she is a TRUE friend!! My existence is complete without her and her laughters.. the latter add up to the meaning of life.

Glenda
Beck's laughter is the safest disease I know. Once you hear this gurl's laugh it is possible you'll laugh with her... means her laughter is so contagious. She's a good cyber friend but she's best with her human friends.hehehe (",)(",)(",) She's a very true friend and a friend you can always count on...

Thank you my friends for always being there for me, believing in me, trusting me, and accepting me the way I am... I LOVE YOU ALL!!! (",)

Saturday, October 25, 2003

Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one. IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end.

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla!) (or strawberry)
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17 The beach
18. Finding a 20 note in your coat from last winter.(me can't relate to it?!hehe)
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner). (can't relate also..:c )
29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
30. Playing with a new puppy.
31. Having someone play with your hair.
32. Sweet dreams.
33. Hot chocolate.
34. Road trips with friends.
35. Swinging on swings.
36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking your favorite tipple. (dramatic?!)
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
38. Going to a really good concert.
39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger
40. Winning a really competitive game.
41. Making chocolate chip cookies. (hehe..dunno how to do it?!i prefer eating instead..hehe)
42. Having your friends send you homemade cookies. (that's better!)
43. Spending time with close friends.
44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change. (aaahhh...i wanna cry now!)
47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over. (in the future..)
48. Watching the expression on someone's face as they
open a much desired present from you.
49. Watching the sunrise.
50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day. (Thanks be to God!)

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when
our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

Saturday, October 18, 2003

Are You In Love With Someone?


When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.


Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.


Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.


If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.


When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.


When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.


You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.


While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.


Imagine. . . .


There is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400.
It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out ALL OF IT, of course!!!!


Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME.
Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft.


Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the "tomorrow." You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness, and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today.


To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.


To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.


To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.


To realize the ! value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who! are waiting to meet.


To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who missed the train.


To realize the value of ONE-SECOND, ask a person who just avoided an accident.


To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.


Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time.
And remember that time waits for no one.
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present!!! ;-)


Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their heart to us.


"No one falls in love by choice, only by chance. No one stays in love by chance, only with work. No one falls out of love by chance only by choice!"


"If you really like someone, you accept every part of them. But you can't do that until their willing to share every part with you." -HOLLYWOOD

Monday, October 13, 2003

.....A Friend.....



(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need tohear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality

....hi to all my friends! (",) love yah all! :-)

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

hey! just wanna share something i received from my email...here are some points to ponder about life and especially about...LOVE! ;-) ...have fun! c",)

just a thought.....

"Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong...

it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there...you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you."

Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it.
Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship. You're right, there's no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made.

If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell for the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it's just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we're too much dependent to them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave, no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy or beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it can also make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy...

*****

sometimes when u love someone very much, u'd have to go through every tear, every heartache, every pain...coz in the end, its not how much u suffered, but how much u loved... (",)

Monday, September 29, 2003

Who comes first to your mind?


Do you have any idea of who means the most to you?

There was this guy who loved two gals at the same time but he didn't
know which one he loved more. Someone taught him. Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly: "When you are happy, which gal would you want to share your happiness with?" The one you think of is someone you love. Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly: "When you are sad, which gal you want to share your burden with?" The one you think of is also someone you love. If you think of the same gal when you are happy & sad, that's the most perfect. But if you don't think of the same gal, I would advise you to choose the one you are willing to share your sadness with. In life, there are more sorrows than happiness. There are too many People whom you can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover. If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone. In sadness, however, there are not many people willing to share your burden with you. If you are willing to tell someone your happiness, I am sure that person has got to be someone close & an understanding person to you. But it shouldn't stop there. If that person only thinks of you when she is happy, but looks for someone else when she is sad, this lover is too unstable, she doesn't treat you as someone she can spend the rest of her life with. Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her happiness. But, if she is sad,I will be too willing to stay by her side & ease her pain. Only then, will I believe that I hold a very important position in her heart. If you are sad,who comes to your mind first?

Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the
deepest details of our lives ... things we don't even share with the
families who raised us. But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder
to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these ...
and more. No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together
... I call you friend. A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word
filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love. Truly great things come in
small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never
be closed. It is a constant book always waiting ... waiting to be read...
and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements ... we may have our appointments.... We may argue ...we may have concern for one another... friendship is a unique bond that lasts through all tribulations. A part of each of us goes into our friendships ... our humor ... our experiences ... our tears.
Who comes first to your mind?



if two people love each other but they can't seem to get it together,
when do you get to that point of enough is enough?
..........................Never!

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

THE RIGHT ONE
by Quickmelt


Somebody once told me that :
"Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong...
it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from
there...you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and
define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things coz somewhere
somehow God is preparing somebody for you."

Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship
because you can never find love
if you insist that you are already into it.
Try to find time to really understand your real feelings,
to know who you really are,
and what you really want in a relationship.
You're right, there's no such thing as a perfect relationship, but
there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already
knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give
it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have
made.

If you knew and felt that the relationship
will not last, don't go deeper into it.
You'll just suffer the consequences
and live like hell for the rest of your life.
It's really hard to say goodbye though,
but you can't make it any better by just pretending
you still have the same feelings.
Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest.
Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed
attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and
you made it all by yourself.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see
them crying as we try to let go.
We are wrong, it's just pity.
We call it love when we're too attached
and think that losing the one we love will somehow
make us weak and unable to face the storms of life.
We misunderstood, its just that we're
too much dependent to them.
We call it love when we give our whole life to them,
the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave,
no one would accept us and our past.
We are mistaken, its just insecurity.
But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love
isn't something you can buy or beg. It is real and existing. You can't
touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it
will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you
the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it can also make you
the most miserable person in the whole galaxy...


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SOMEONE SED:"Isn't it strange how everyone wants a place in heaven, but they don't want to believe, do, or say anything to get there?"

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

ANG BUHAY SINGLE

Bakit ba tuwing may "get2geder" ang mga tao,

mapa-family reunion man or

simpleng barkada gimik,

ang unang tanong sayo ay

"May boyfriend ka ba?"

at bago ka pa maka-sagot ay maririnig mo naman ang

"Bakett walaaaaaa??!"


Hayyy, kelangan ba talagang may bitbit kang boylet sa

mga occasions na ito?

Pano kung wala talaga?

Alangan namang maki-usap pa ako sa

mga "close" guy friends ko

para mag-panggap na "kami"?!

Di naman ata tama yun, dee-bah?


How I wish na sana mas maintindihan ng mga tao

na sa mga panahon ngayon

ay "accepted" na sa society na MEDYO made-delay

ang pag-iisang dibdib ng mga kababaihan..

especially girls like me

who want to get into so many things

all at the same time.


I also wish that people would understand that

OKAY LANG AKO

and the rest of

THE SAMAHANG MALAMIG ANG PASKO...

Valentines day..

Birthday..etc.

I mean, we do get lonely once in a while..

naiingit din dun sa may mga LOVELIFE...

paminsan-minsan?

kung minsan naman ay nagmumuni sa mga

past kilig moments?

but these lonely moments

do not and will not

make our "world" stop...


Isipin nyo nalang, na kung wala kaming mga single

friends nyo,

eh di wala kayong paghihingaan ng sama ng loob

tuwing nag-aaway kayo ng boylet or girlet nyo?

wala rin kayong "instant date"

kung sakaling nangailangan kayo?...

wala rin kayong mahihila sa mall

para maghanap ng magandang regalo

for your better-half pag xmas...

o kaya pag bday nya?

at ang pinaka-mahalaga sa lahat,

wala kayong KAKAMPI

if things between you and your labidabs

don't work out.


Marami naman sa aming mga singles

ay nakaranas na rin na "ma-in-love"..

yun nga lang,

obvious ba??????????

it all didn't work out!


Pero di naman kami "bitter" o galit sa mundo?

and totoo nga nyan eh

mas lumalalim ang kahulugan ng

"love"

para sa min.

When you're all by yourself,

there's more time to reflect

and

think what you really want it life.

Mas naiisip mo kung ano ba talaga

ang makakapagbigay ng tunay na ligaya sayo...

at mas naiisip mo kung pano

matutupad ang lahat ng mga pangarap mo.

And while reflecting,

we also get to imagine that we will,

one day....

end up with someone

who will share those dreams with us.

Di naman sa nang-iinggit ako pero

masaya rin ang buhay naming mga single...

Biruin mo we can go out with anybody,

anytime..that is.

We can get into all kinds of things..

like go to the gym regularly..

or get into all kinds of sports...

or any "Self-enhancement" programs, etc...

Mejo tipid din ang buhay single

kasi la naman kaming po-problemahin tuwing

Valentines day or Christmas?

o diba ang saya?

Sa palagay ko naman ay lahat tayo ay

may karapatang sumaya ke single man

o attached ka.

I guess may kanya-kanya lang tayong

panahong lumigaya at

Diyos lamang ang makapagsasabi...

kung kelan nga dadating

and oras na yon.

So, para sa mga kasalukuyang "ATTACHED",

I wish you all the luck and happiness.

Should there be any problems,

don't forget

that your SINGLE friends

are always here for you!!!!!


Sa mga "bagong SINGLES" naman,

wag nang magmukmok!

Enjoy life....

enjoy the single life!!!

There are a lot of things that you will still
discover.

At tandaan mo,

DI KA NAG-IISA!!!

madami-dami tayo..hehehehe :)

At dun naman sa kapwa kong mga SINGLES?

I hope that we are one in believing

that we long for someone

NOT BECAUSE WE WANT TO BE HAPPY

but we long for

someone because

we want to share our happiness with

that special person

for the rest of our lives....


"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that,or even believe it, but trust me,there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy,but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go.Somebody who cherishes you forever."

Sunday, August 10, 2003

i've been thinking a lot of things this past few days....
there were so much to do or to accomplish, well i guess this is the sign of being one of the candidates for the graduation...(hope not just forever a candidate!)
that's why when i'm so exhausted from all those paper works, these songs accompany me during my relaxation...
...invite them too, to accompany you! c",)

Don't Know Why
by Norah Jones

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstacy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come.

BLINDED (when I see you)
by Third Eye Blind

Just an old friend coming over now to visit you and
That's what I've become
I let myself in though I know I'm not supposed to but
I never know when I'm done

And I see you fogging up the mirror
Vapor round your body glistens in the shower
And I want to stay right here and go down on you for an hour
Or stay, and let the day just fade away
In wild dedication, take the moment of hope
And let it run, and never look back at all the damage we have done now
To each other
To each other
To each other

But when I see you
It's like I'm staring down the sun
And I'm blinded
There's nothing left to do
But still I see you

I never believed that things they happen for a reason and
They never go as planned
I wanted to thank you for a vision that was lost that you returned but
You're passed where you understand

Now her appetite is blown, little else is known
Except she's a little angry, grabs a towel and looks away
And heat fades with the day
And I fall down on what to say,
Oh something clean let me be clever
Hey oh well whatever
But that's not what I mean
When where we've been has left us burned
Still I won't turn now from a fight you know I'll never win

So when I see you
You know all the things I've done
But I'm blinded
Like I'm staring down the sun
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
It's like I'm staring down the sun
Yeah!

(Hey! I'm Blinded!)
(Hey! I'm Blinded!)

Time passes and it tells us what we're left with
We become the things we do
Me I'm a fool, spent from defiance, yeah you got me but
I didn't give up on you

Icarus is not a tee shirt or a swan song, no
He is born again and it's not easy being me
But I can't promise I will mend or bend
When you believe that we are fixed now from our birth
And I've just fallen back to earth
Still you know I'll try again
Cause I believe that we are lucky
We are golden we have stolen manners
In the days when we were one

So when I see you
In spite of all that we've become
I'm still blinded
But I'm still staring down the sun
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
Oh yeah
I'm still staring down the sun
Oh yeah
I'm still staring down the sun
Oh yeah
I'm still staring down the sun
I'm blinded ('eah!)

When I see you
When I see you
When I see you

Are You Happy Now?
by Michelle Branch

No, don't just walk away
Pretending everything's ok
And you don't care about me
And I know there's just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don't care
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take
And left me with an empty plate
And you don't care about it
And I, I've given up this game
And leaving you with all the blame cause I don't care

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

Do you really have everything you want?
You can never give somethin' you ain't got.
You can't run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you`re happy now
Come on tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I've had that all I can take
And I'm about to break
Cause I'm happy now
Are you happy now?

21 Questions
by 50 Cent

New York City!
You are now rapping...with 50 Cent
You gotta love it...
I just wanna chill and twist a lot
Catch suns in my 7-45
You drive me crazy shorty I
Need to see you and feel you next to me
I provide everything you need and I
Like your smile I don't wanna see you cry
Got some questions that I got to ask and I
Hope you can come up with the answers babe

Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...

If I feel off tomorrow would you still love me?
If I didn't smell so good would you still hug me?
If I got locked up and sentenced to a quarter century,
Could I count on you to be there to support me mentally?
If I went back to a hoopty from a Benz, would you poof and disappear like
some of my friends?
If I was hit and I was hurt would you be by my side?
If it was time to put in work would you be down to ride?
I'd get out and peel a nigga cap and chill and drive
I'm asking questions to find out how you feel inside
If I ain't rap 'cause I flipped burgers at Burger King
would you be ashamed to tell your friends you feelin' me?
And in bed if I used to my tongue, would you like that?
If I wrote you a love letter would you write back?
Now we can have a lil' drink you know a nightcap
And we could go do what you like, I know you like that

Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...It's easy to love me now (Woo!)
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...

Now would you leave me if you're father found out I was thuggin'?
Do you believe me when I tell you, you the one I'm loving?
Are you mad 'cause I'm asking you 21 questions?
Are you my soulmate? 'Cause if so, girl you a blessing
Do you trust me enough, to tell me your dreams?
I'm staring at ya' trying to figure how you got in them jeans
If I was down would you say things to make me smile?
I treat you how you want to be treated just teach me how
If I was with some other chick and someone happened to see?
And when you asked me about it I said it wasn't me
Would you believe me? Or up and leave me?
How deep is our bond if that's all it takes for you to be gone?
We only human girl we make mistakes, to make it up I do whatever it take
I love you like a fat kid love cake
You know my style I say anything to make you smile

Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...

Could you love me in a bentley?
Could you love me on a bus?
I'll ask 21 questions, and they all about us
Could you love me in the bedroom?
Could you love me on a bus?
I'll ask 21 questions, and they all about us

Thursday, August 07, 2003

I have in my hands two boxes
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box
And all your joys in the gold."
I heeded His words, and in the two boxes
Both my joys and sorrows I stored.
But though the gold became heavier each day
The black was as light as before.


With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.


I showed the hole to God, and mused,
"I wonder where my sorrows could be."!
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
"My child, they're all here with me."


I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?
"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings
The black is for you to let go."


We should consider all of our friends a blessing.
Send this to a friend today just to let them know you
are thinking of them and that they are a joy in your life.


A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end.
It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends.
But the treasure inside for you to see
Is the treasure of friendship you've granted to me. c",)

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

AND U THOT U KNEW EVERYTHING.........

>*Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the
>mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.
>
>*Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet
>away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the
flush.
>
>*The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood
>plasma.
>
>*No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.
>
>*Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.
>
>*You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.
>
>*Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty years of age or
>older.
>
>*The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum.
>
>*The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.
>
>*A Boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first
>flight.
>
>*American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating 1 olive from
>each salad served in first-class.
>
>*Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.
>
>*Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the
>morning.
>
>*The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.
>
>*Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.
>
>*The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.
>
>*Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the
Nike
>factory workers in Malaysia combined.
>
>*Marilyn Monroe had six toes.
>
>*All US Presidents have worn glasses. Some just didn't like being seen
>wearing them in public.
>
>*Walt Disney was afraid of mice.
>
>*Pearls melt in vinegar.
>
>*Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are
>already married.
>
>*The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola,
and
>Budweiser, in that order.
>
>*It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs.
>
>*A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why.
>
>*The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days when the
>engines were pulled by horses. The horses where stabled on the ground
>floor and figured out how to walk up straight staircases.
>
>*Richard Millhouse Nixon was the first US president whose name contains
>all the letters from the word "criminal." The second was William
>Jefferson Clinton.
>
>*Turtles can breathe through their butts
>
>*Butterflies taste with their feet.
>
>*In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all of the world's
>nuclear weapons combined.
>
>*On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year
>
>*On average people fear spiders more than they do death.
>
>*Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.
>
>*Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older. *Women
>blink nearly twice as much as men.
>
>*It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.
>
>*The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year
>because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the
>weight of all the books that would occupy the building.
>
>*A snail can sleep for three years.
>
>*No word in the English language rhymes with "MONTH."
>
>*Average life span of a major league baseball: 7 pitches.
>
>*Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears
>never stop growing. SCARY!!!
>
>*The electric chair was invented by a dentist.
>
>*All polar bears are left handed.
>
>*In ancient Egypt, priests plucked EVERY hair from their bodies,
>including their eyebrows and eyelashes.(Including their private parts?)
>
>*An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
>
>*TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only
>on one row of the keyboard.
>
>*"Go," is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.
>
>*If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33. She would
>stand seven feet, two inches tall. Barbie's full name is Barbara
>Millicent Roberts.
>
>*A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.
>
>*The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.
>
>*Americans on average eat 18 acres of pizza every day.
>
>*Almost everyone who reads this will try to lick their elbow.
>
>*Don't forget to pass these weird facts on to everyone you know. They
>will get a kick out of it !!
>
>P.S. So, did you try to lick your elbow????
>
>Ha ha!c",)

Thursday, July 24, 2003

Hey! My month is October! :) ...what about yours? hmm...let me know just pick the month that u were born in.:) ..enjoying knowing yourself as well as others!:)

JANUARY
>> >Ambitious and serious
>> >Loves to teach and be taught
>> >Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
>> >Likes to criticize
>> >Hardworking and productive
>> >Smart, neat and organized
>> >Sensitive and has deep thoughts
>> >Knows how to make others happy
>> >Quiet unless excited or tensed
>> >Rather reserved
>> >Highly attentive
>> >Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
>> >Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
>> >Loves children
>> >Homely person
>> >Loyal
>> >Needs to improve Social abilities
>> >Easily jealous
>> >Very Stubborn
----------------------------------------------------------
FEBRUARY
>> >Abstract thoughts
>> >Loves reality and abstract
>> >Intelligent and clever
>> >Changing personality
>> >Temperamental
>> >Quiet, shy and humble
>> >Low self esteem
>> >Honest and loyal
>> >Determined to reach goals
>> >Loves freedom
>> >Rebellious when restricted
>> >Loves aggressiveness
>> >Too sensitive and easily hurt
>> >Showing anger easily
>> >Dislike unnecessary things
>> >Loves making friends but rarely shows it
>> >Daring and stubborn
>> >Ambitious
>> >Realizing dreams and hopes
>> >Sharp
>> >Loves entertainment and leisure
>> >Romantic on the inside not outside
>> >Superstitious and ludicrous
>> >Spendthrift
>> >Learns to show emotions
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MARCH
>> >Attractive personality
>> >Affectionate
>> >Shy and reserved Secretive
>> >Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
>> >Loves peace and serenity
>> >Sensitive to others
>> >Loves to serve others
>> >Not easily angered
>> >Trustworthy
>> >Appreciative and returns kindness
>> >Observant and assesses others
>> >Revengeful
>> >Loves to dream and fantasize
>> >Loves traveling
>> >Loves attention
>> >Hasty decisions in choosing partners
>> >Loves home decors
>> >Musically Talented
>> >Loves special things
>> >Moody
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APRIL
>> >Active and dynamic
>> >Decisive and haste but tends to regret
>> >Attractive and affectionate to oneself
>> >Strong mentality
>> >Loves attention
>> >Diplomatic
>> >Consoling
>> >Friendly and solves people's problems
>> >Brave and fearless
>> >Adventurous
>> >Loving and caring
>> >Suave and generous
>> >Emotional
>> >Aggressive
>> >Hasty
>> >Good memory
>> >Moving
>> >Motivate oneself and the others
>> >Sickness usually of the head and chest
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MAY
>> >Stubborn and hard-hearted
>> >Strong-willed and highly motivated
>> >Sharp thoughts
>> >Easily angered
>> >Attracts others and loves attention
>> >Deep feelings
>> >Beautiful physically and mentally
>> >Firm Standpoint
>> >Needs no motivation
>> >Easily consoled
>> >Systematic (left brain)
>> >Loves to dream
>> >Strong clairvoyance
>> >Understanding
>> >Sickness usually in the ear and neck
>> >Good imagination
>> >Good physical
>> >Weak breathing
>> >Loves literature and the arts
>> >Loves traveling
>> >Dislike being at home
>> >Restless
>> >Not having many children
>> >Hardworking
>> >High spirited
>> >Spendthrift
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JUNE
>> >Thinks far with vision
>> >Easily influenced by kindness
>> >Polite and soft-spoken
>> >Having lots of ideas
>> >Sensitive
>> >Active mind
>> >Hesitating
>> >Tends to delay
>> >Choosy and always wants the best
>> >Temperamental
>> >Funny and humorous
>> >Loves to joke
>> >Good debating skills
>> >Talkative
>> >Daydreamer
>> >Friendly
>> >Knows how to make friends
>> >Abiding
>> >Able to show character
>> >Easily hurt
>> >Prone to getting colds
>> >Loves to dress up
>> >Easily bored
>> >Fussy
>> >Seldom shows emotions
>> >Takes time to recover when hurt
>> >Brand conscious
>> >Executive
>> >Stubborn
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JULY
>> >Fun to be with
>> >Secretive
>> >Difficult to fathom and to be understood
>> >Quiet unless excited or tensed
>> >Takes pride in oneself Has reputation
>> >Easily consoled
>> >Honest
>> >Concerned about people's feelings
>> >Tactful
>> >Friendly
>> >Approachable
>> >Emotional
>> >Temperamental and unpredictable
>> >Moody and easily hurt
>> >Witty and sparkly
>> >Not revengeful
>> >Forgiving but never forgets
>> >Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things
>> >Guides others physically and mentally
>> >Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
>> >Caring and loving
>> >Treats others equally
>> >Strong sense of sympathy
>> >Wary and sharp
>> >Judges people through observations
>> >Hardworking
>> >No difficulties in studying
>> >Loves to be alone
>> >Always broods about the past and the old friends
>> >Likes to be quiet
>> >Homely person
>> >Waits for friends
>> >Never looks for friends
>> >Not aggressive unless provoked
>> >Prone to having stomach and dieting problems
>> >Loves to be loved
>> >Easily hurt but takes long to recover
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AUGUST
>> >Loves to joke
>> >Attractive
>> >Suave and caring
>> >Brave and fearless
>> >Firm and has leadership qualities
>> >Knows how to console others
>> >Too generous and egoistic
>> >Takes high pride of oneself
>> >Thirsty for praises
>> >Extraordinary spirit
>> >Easily angered
>> >Angry when provoked
>> >Easily jealous
>> >Observant
>> >Careful and cautious
>> >Thinks quickly
>> >Independent thoughts
>> >Loves to lead and to be led
>> >Loves to dream
>> >Talented in the arts, music and defense
>> >Sensitive but not petty
>> >Poor resistance against illnesses
>> >Learns to relax
>> >Hasty and rusty
>> >Romantic
>> >Loving and caring
>> >Loves to make friends
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SEPTEMBER
>> >Suave and compromising, Careful, cautious and
>> >organized, Likes to point
>> >out people's mistakes, Likes to criticize, Quiet but
>> >able to talk well,
>> >Calm
>> >and cool, Kind and sympathetic, Concerned and
>> >detailed, Trustworthy,
>> >loyal
>> >and honest, Does work well, Very confident, Sensitive,
>> >Thinking,
>> >Generous,
>> >Good memory, Clever and knowledgeable, Loves to look
>> >for information,
>> >Must
>> >control oneself when criticizing, Able to motivate
>> >oneself,
>> >Understanding,
>> >Fun to be around, Secretive, Loves sports, leisure and
>> >traveling,
>> >Hardly
>> >shows emotions, Tends to bottle up feelings, Choosy
>> >especially in
>> >relationships, Loves wide things, Systematic
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OCTOBER
>> >Loves to chat
>> >Loves those who loves him
>> >Loves to takes things at the center
>> >Attractive and suave
>> >Inner and physical beauty
>> >Does not lie or pretend
>> >Sympathetic
>> >Treats friends importantly
>> >Always making friends
>> >Easily hurt but recovers easily
>> >Daydreamer
>> >Opinionated
>> >Does not care of what others think
>> >Emotional
>> >Decisive
>> >Strong clairvoyance
>> >Loves to travel, the arts and literature
>> >Soft-spoken, loving and caring
>> >Romantic
>> >Touchy and easily jealous
>> >Concerned
>> >Loves outdoors
>> >Just and fair
>> >Spendthrift and easily influenced
>> >Easily lose confidence
>> >Loves children
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NOVEMBER
>> >Has a lot of ideas
>> >Difficult to fathom
>> >Thinks forward
>> >Unique and brilliant
>> >Extraordinary ideas
>> >Sharp thinking
>> >Fine and strong clairvoyance
>> >Can become good doctors
>> >Dynamic in personality
>> >Secretive
>> >Inquisitive
>> >Knows how to dig secrets
>> >Always thinking
>> >Less talkative but amiable
>> >Brave and generous
>> >Patient
>> >Stubborn and hard-hearted
>> >If there is a will, there is a way
>> >Determined
>> >Never give up
>> >Hardly becomes angry unless provoked
>> >Loves to be alone
>> >Thinks differently from others
>> >Sharp-minded
>> >Motivates oneself
>> >Does not appreciates praises
>> >High-spirited
>> >Well-built and tough
>> >Deep love and emotions
>> >Romantic
>> >Uncertain in relationships
>> >Homely
>> >Hardworking
>> >High abilities
>> >Trustworthy
>> >Honest and keeps secrets
>> >Not able to control emotions
>> >Unpredictable
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DECEMBER
>> >Loyal and generous
>> >Patriotic
>> >Active in games and interactions
>> >Impatient and hasty
>> >Ambitious
>> >Influential in organizations
>> >Fun to be with
>> >Loves to socialize
>> >Loves praises
>> >Loves attention
>> >Loves to be loved
>> >Honest and trustworthy
>> >Not pretending
>> >Short tempered
>> >Changing personality
>> >Not egoistic
>> >Take high pride in oneself
>> >Hates restrictions
>> >Loves to joke
>> >Good sense of humor
>> >Logical

Friday, June 27, 2003

just wanna share an email from my friend... hope you'll enjoy reading it as much as i did!... laugh your hearts out! :D

Hindi ka ba naku-curious kung ano o sino si Grimace??? Sa mga hindi pa nakakaalam... si Grimace ay yung batchoy na kulay ube na mascot ng McDo. Ano ba siya? At ano ba ang papel nya sa buhay ni Ronald?

Sabi sa website ng McDo, eto daw si Grimace:

"Grimace is a big, loving, fuzzy purple fellow who is Ronald McDonald's best friend. He's sure Ronald is the world's ultimate authority on everything. While Grimace loves all McDonald's foods, he's absolutely crazy about milkshakes. Grimace is very enthusiastic and eager to try new things. His joyous spirit helps everyone overlook the fact he's a little slow and clumsy sometimes."


Ows? E ano naman ngayon?!?

Actually, si Grimace ay kontrabida na may anim na kamay na nagnenenok ng milkshakes. Ika nga sa isang website:

"Between Hamburglar (who stole burgers), the Fry kids (who stole fries), and Grimace, crime was running rampant in the 'McHood."

O di ba... napakagandang ehemplo sa mga kabataan??? Pero ang pinakamagandang mga teorya ay galing (kanino pa?) kundi sa mga Pilipino:

unang teorya: Si Grimace ay isang ube mascot. Ung McDo marahil ay may ice cream o shakes na ube ang flavor.

pangalawa: Si Grimace ay bastardong anak ni Tinky Winky ng Teletubbies (na natsitsismis na bakla) at isang eggplant.

pangatlo: Siya ay violet na krayola na iniwan ng mga bata (sa playground ng McDo) sa araw para matunaw.

pang-apat: Grape-flavored drink daw si Grimace... kaya lang maasim un drink kaya nagmukhang grimace sila... kaya siya tinawag na Grimace!

panlima: Siya daw ang pinaka-suwangit na mascot ng McDo, kaya siya pinasuot ng costume - purple na costume daw ito na napaka-bigat na hindi na matanggal! Hehe!

pang-anim: Si Grimace ay lahat ng pagkain sa McDo na hinalo sa blender....

pampito: Siya ay isang milkshake. Period.

pangwalo: In-introduce daw ng McDo ang kamote french fries sa Pinas ng pumunta daw sila dito. Kaya daw may mascot na Grimace. Isa siyang kamote.

pangsiyam: Kakambal pala siya ni Ronald McDonald, kaya lang, retarded daw si Grimace kaya siya pinasusuot ng purple costume.

pero ito ang pinakamatinong teorya so far...

pang-sampu: Si Grimace, kasama ng iba pang mascots ng McDo, ay pinakilala noong 70's. Siya ang nagrepresent ng Blueberry milkshakes na ni-launch sa US. Ang tawag talaga sa kanya ay Evil Grimace, kasi nga nagnenenok siya ng milkshakes. Galing siya sa isla na puno ng sigla at puro milkshakes. (Ok, whatever...)

E ano ba ang official word ng McDo???

Well, may tumawag sa McDo to ask nga kung sino ba talaga si Grimace... Alam mo kung ano ang sinabi ng babaeng sumagot ng phone.....???

"He's a potato."

Uh... okay! Whatever....

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

I'm back!...but not for long... :-(
I just think I really have to update this thingy! :-)
okay, so let's get it on!hehehe!:-)

after the holy week, i became busy looking for practicum sites for this summer. i was unemployed for about 2 weeks while most of my classmates were already starting their practicum ( really made me feel so hopeless and "taranta/ngarag" those days!). and finally, got hired at Radio Mindanao Network (RMN News Manila) in Brgy. Ugong, Pasig. I really had a great time there! I felt so welcomed and everybody was really nice to me. :-) the family spirit was there that's why i enjoyed their company so much. :-)
...now, i am missing a lot of good people there at RMN. at least, we still communicate through our cellphones, you know!:-) and we haven't got our evaluations yet...so, see you all guys this coming Saturday!;-) (picture, picture!hehehe!)

at the moment, i am having my second practicum in Malacañang, at the Office of the Press Secretary Operations Center. at first, i'm having second thoughts about it but because we are running out of time and have to complete 200 hours before May 31, i was forced to accept the blessing God had given me... indeed it was a blessing! the people there are so "maasikaso", thoughtful, nice, crazy and amazing! :-) there are so cool and easy to be with.:-) ...some cuties pass by once in a while..:-) (angas lang minsan, papampam, nagfifeeling!c",) ...i just hope everything will be fine...i know God, it was Your Will for me to be there...i know You are always by my side...especially when i am transcribing the news, the news i can't hardly understand even in maximum volume! (i think i am already deaf..ha?! what did u say?! pardon me?!).

I am thankful for You Jesus for guiding me all throughout my practicum (pre=actual=post).
You have always made the way for us, for me! especially where there seems to be no way!:-) (sounds familie?!)
Salamat Po Talaga!:-)

i guess that would be all for now, update you next time!...soon!hehehe!:-)

lovelots,
-beck-



Wednesday, April 16, 2003

As we celebrate the Holy Week, the last few days of the Lenten Season, I want to share with you an email I got from a friend. Unlike most forwarded messages, this one can really make you think. And as we read this letter, let us contempate and reflect about the passion, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ, and most especially, His great love for us, for saving us from our sins....
Well, hope we all have a reflective and peaceful Holy Week and also advance Happy Easter to all!:)
(*PAY ATTENTION TO THE P.S.)

A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN

I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night. You are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are mine.

Remember,you and I have been going steady for years. and I still don't love you yet. As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God. I am only using you to get even with God. He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back.

You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you. But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God. Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.

We have been watching dirty movies, cursing people out, stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, overeating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental, back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Church, bad attitudes.

SURELY you don't want to give all this up. Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever. I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you. I'd like to say "THANKS" for letting me use you for most of your foolish life. You are so gullible, I laugh at you.

When you are tempted to sin, you give in HA HA HA, you make me sick. Sin is beginning to take it's toll on your life. You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood. So go ahead and teach some children how to sin.

All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible. Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that.

Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now. I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess you sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left. It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous.

Don't get me wrong, I still hate you. IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR CHRIST.

P.S. If you really love me, you won't share this letter with anyone.
Unwell
(Matchbox 20)

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

Saturday, April 12, 2003

hiyee everybody!!!!!=)
i just want to share one of my favorite songs at the moment.=) sung by rhett miller, this was his 1st single, taken from his debut album "the instigator" (go check him out!). i like this song so much because it speaks of that spark of hope living inside of me against my greatest fear in life...being ALONE and SAD....

i admit i am emotional.... i get easily moved on touching and meaningful songs, movies, and stories. anything that deals about family, friendships, relationships, generally life's precious moments no amount of money could ever buy or replaced....=) that's why i really treasure even the smallest thing a dear person had given me (even if it looks like a trash for some) =)

i usually create friendships among others easily. but you know, actually, i am preventing it to happen. because i know there will come a point that it will just give me disappointments and heartaches...like how it had usually done in the past...=(

i can't say i am bitter in this life cause i am really enjoying and loving it, in spite of some circumstances...(well that's life you know?!) =)

i just don't want to assume things as i want them to, i don't want to set my mind that everything will always be the same and okay,(i just hope!)... cause they don't?!...remember, change is the only permanent in this world...but let us not lose hope on things, it will just help you attain your disappointments in a flash than the usual!..eheh!=)

well actually, i am working on this part of me every now and then (grow up beck!). as what i've read in most inspirational books and magazines, what's life without taking risks? how could you see the worth of the gift given to you if you will not open the box, right? you can't just tell it through its wrapper, it can be deceiving sometimes you know...(hmm, another good topic!hehe)

well that's it! ...everything has a purpose and reason. and whatever it is, through HIS guidance, i know it will lead me to what HE knows the best thing for me..=)
(NO FEAR!hehe!)

enjoy the song and discover its meaning to you too!=)
bubbye!=)

Come Around

I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore when you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs and I'm remembering where
And when and how and why'd you have to go so far

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around

I'm dressed all in white and I remember the night
You came on to me and opened up my heart
I was hollow then till you filled me in now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around

No one else can fix me although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinking someone else will do
But you're the only one you are the only one

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around
So come around so come around

I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore when you broke my heart

Thursday, April 03, 2003

Hi! at last i'm back! hehehe! c",)
I think this blog is not going anywhere?!...i really have to update it now! ...so here goes my novel!hehehe! :)

first about the METEORA craze....huhuhuhuhu!!!!! unlucky me, i still don't have a copy of it! grrrr!!!!.....there are so many things to prioritize u know?!....
that's why i can't update my blog regularly, missed the free LP shirt, and according to my roommate, free concert tickets?!? OH MY GOSH!!!! that's it!...
but anyway, maybe it was not really meant for me at that time...(yeah, right!) ...and i know, i believe, sooner or later i'll be numb in listening to it, savoring every line of the songs in the album, the drum beats and guitar loops playing over and over and over again in my head...barely breathing...haaaay...... so, if there's a good soul out there reading this at this very moment, i will gladly appreciate your kindness if you...you know?...see me and surprise me with that thing...hehehe!! ;-)
...ok that's enough!!!!

next, is about our adventure in Majayjay Laguna! c",)
i'll never forget that experience in my entire life! not only because i really enjoyed the camping and the company of new friends but most especially the bonding created between each of us, the "bully group", as what our classmates call us, hehe...no-offense-bullying u know?! (is there such a thing?!) anyway, this overnight camping and bonding revealed to each one of us the worth of our friendship. this experience really helped us to go deeper into our relationship as friends, to be more open with each other and to accept each others weaknesses and strengths. :-) ....it was such a nice feeling riding on top of a "jeep" as in sa bubong ng jeep! it feels like riding on a rollercoaster and jungle log jam at Enchanted Kingdom!hehehe!.. the road was like going way down to hell! round and round...deeper and deeper...hehehe! glad i'm still alive! ;-) when we reach Barangay Taytay, Majayjay, Laguna i thought we were the only ones staying for the night to camp in the forest, but because it was saturday, it seems like there was a vigil in the evening! everybody lit candles as their source of light (of course if u didn't bring a flash light what else will u use, diba?!) by the way, even if it is a favorite spot of tourists and other campers to spend their summer and it has kinda gain popularity because of a tv series here in the Philippines (Tabing Ilog), it is still a remote place, no electricity, sometimes no network coverage (in my case), can't have clear reception of NU 107, as in freezing cold and darkness around u....but at least they have comfort rooms now (yuck! it stinks, some ill-mannered campers!) and the pathway has rails to hold onto now, according to my friend, she and her friends used to balance themselves just to pass through it, u slip, u fall down, bump your head to the huge rocks around the place, break your bones, death blooms!...har har har! ;-) haaayyy....i really had so much fun there we climbed the mountain to get to the 2nd floor of the Imelda falls, mud all over my hands, u have to get a grip on the roots of the trees to climb up and down.... really freaky up high!..made me dizzy a little bit...hmmm, sometimes i'm really afraid of heights... :-( ...but of course the best part was the jamming, saturday night! of course my most awaited part, the tagayan blues!hehehe!c",) we sang and drunk gilbey's gin with pomelo juice!har har har!:-) haaaayyy...that was really a night to remember! if u only knew what really happened....hmmmm......
so to make it short (i'm kinda tired na e!) we all had a great time together!!! :-) and i hope there would be a next time! :-) ....thanks tiyo manuel, ninong reden, pinsan darius and kuya eric for taking good care of us all!!!!!hhhuuuuyyyyyy!!!!!!! c",) see ya all soon! :-)

and finally, exams were over and i just hope the results for 2nd semester would be enough reason to say that all the sweat and support of my family and relatives had paid off....well, don't worry guys just one more year and i'll be able to pay all my dues....hopefully!!!! hehehe!:-)

haaaayyy so that's it for now....got to take a rest too u know?!.....really so much to say about my life at the moment....tsk tsk tsk...what a life!!!!
oh, if you guys only knew what i'm going through right now.....you'll understand that...."i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell, i know right now you can't tell but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me, i'm not crazy i'm just a little impaired i know right now you don't care, but soon enough you gonna think of me..and how i used to be....."(Unwell by Matchbox20) c",)

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

Just wanna share some things about me...
check this out! hehehe! :) ...hope you'll share yours too! :)

Name as it appears on your birth certificate: Ann Leebeck C. Caspillo
Nickname: Beck, Becky, Becklay, Bokbeng
Parents names: Zenaida and Geronimo
Number of candles that appeared on your last cake: 1 or three na lang ata?!...
Date that you regularly blow them out: October 30
How many times did you fail your drivers test: so far, i haven't started yet e?! pano kya un!:)
Eye color: dark brown?!hehehe!
Piercing: ears...someday, i'll have sa may eyebrows ko!hmmm...hihihi!
Tattoos: none, henna pwede pa pro balang araw na lang! wala sa budget noh!
How much do you love your job: now as a student, aaaahhhh! tiring! but still i enjoy what i do. syempre! :)
Favorite color: dami e! blue, pink, purple, black, silver, bloody red...rainbow colors na nga lang!
Hometown: Calamba
Current Residence: Canlubang and Mayapa
Favorite Food: WOW! aka fried chicken!:) un ung twag ko dun dati e! ..pro kht ano basta nakakabusog oks!:)...chocolates w/ almonds or nuts..hmmmm...
Been to Africa: sa ngayon hindi pa, hope someday ma-assign ako dun!:)
Been toilet papering?: I don't think so?!...
Loved somebody so much it made you cry: lagi naman e...especially when my lolo died...hay...i miss him so much...
Been in a car accident: pedicab accident!hihihi!
Croutons or bacon bits: question? ano un croutons? ..nywei,bacon bits na nga lang!:)
Sprite or 7 UP: sprite! magpakatotoo ka gurl!
Favorite Movie: Land before time! American Tail, Never been kissed, Pay it forward, Queen of the damned, Rockstar,etc,dami e!hehehe!
Favorite Holiday: my birthday, Christmas and New year!:)
Favorite day of the week: tuesday! my favorite day!:)
Favorite word or phrase: oh my god?!...putek!..f*cking sh*t!hehehe!babaita!...whatever?!
Favorite Toothpaste: colgate or closeup pwede? pwede!:)
Favorite Restaurant: Don Henrico's, Kenny Roger's..kahit san!:)
Favorite Flowers: blue american rose, un malalaki!:) un makulay!hehehe! kahit un rose na tinatanim sa garden, un lantutay!hehehe!
Favorite Drink: tubig pag scarcity! un may kulay, tska na!...gosh!tigang na ko!!!!
Favorite sport to watch: volleyball,tennis...basketball...american football, soccer, baseball...lahat na!
Preferred type of ice cream: basta CHOCOLATE na me nuts atbp.! cookies and cream..:) slurp!slurp!
Favorite Sesame Street Character: Big bird, Snuffy and slimey the worm!:)
Disney or Warner Bros.:Disney. hindi warner...sige na nga, disney na lang! kulit!
Favorite Fast Food Restaurant: mcdo da best!hehehe! jollibee, kfc, burger king? kalmado lang...
When was your last hospital visit: un naconfine si tin!...
What color is your bedroom carpe: brown!lupa pa e!hahaha!:)
Which single store would you choose to Max out your credit card: Odeyssey or Tower records!:) or Perfect Pitch!:)
What do you most often do when you are bored: why don't we, sleep all we sleep all day overrrrr!hehe!:) kinig music!:) nood tv.:) tingin kalawakan!*sigh*:)
Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest: si jez at si love, si kaye, si brad pitt, julia roberts, u know?!:)
Most annoying thing people ask me: beck! puyat ka nanaman noh?!...beck! bat ang aga mo ngyon ha?!
Bedtime: it depends its dependot!ngek?!corny!
Favorite all time TV show: 7th heaven, Smallville!!!!, the Simpsons...:) dope!
Last Movie you saw: maid in manhattan!:)

That's all thank you! :)

Friday, March 21, 2003

hi! I'm back! :-)
at last! final exams are over!...but wait! don't forget TV Productions on Apr. 1!...hay...one last hurrah! and practicum world...here I come!!!! :-)

...just hope they won't let me do the dishes!hehehe!

anyway, before I forget, "Meteora" will be released here in the Philippines on Monday, March. 24, 2003! haha! can't wait! :-)
...to grab the album and the free shirt! pls! reserve me!!!

so, check it out! :-)

....one more thing before I go. just wanna share it with you. tomorrow is going to be a fun-filled day for me. cause you know why? me and my friends are going to Majayjay, Laguna to unwind...and explore nature through mountain climbing!!!!yahooooo!!!! :-)
i'm sure i won't be able to sleep tonight cause i can't wait! this would be my first time to do such thing...hope i'll be able to endure everything!hehehe! :-)
...and the best part of the exploration! ...we are going to build tents, cook food, set a bonfire and stay there as we welcome the break of dawn!WOW!!!!! at last!camping outside the backyards of my grandparents!hehehe!:-)
so, wish us luck! :-)
just hope we all have a great time together! carpe diem!
....can feel the booze flowing down my throat now!hehehe!..ssshhh! its just between you and me ok? :-)

so, gotta go!:-)
'till next time!
thanks! :-)

Saturday, March 15, 2003

At last! Welcome to my site! Feel free to be yourselves in here! ...cause that's the way it was made of! hehe
So for my first post, just wanna share with you the lyrics of this song...hope you can relate with it as much as i did! This is from the latest album of Linkin Park called Meteora. Hey! go and check it out...soon!
thank u and till next time! :-)

Somewhere I Belong

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find /that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone] I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

-end-