I just realized, ever since I was a kid, no one really taken me seriously.
Cause they always see the happy go luck girl.
I was an officer in school, I was telling my classmates to be silent they kept chatting until I shouted and cried, they didn't follow me at once.
My father teased and joked around when we were watching movies that I find touching or emotional or moving, laughing at me while I am crying.
Even my ex-husband didn't take me seriously cause he did still what he wanted disrespectful of me and my decisions for our family.
All the people I tried to invest time to talk with, to understand, and to connect with.
Nobody has taken me seriously. They all just wanted to fuck around with me. I'm tired.
